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Amanda's POV

As I walk to class I'm super confused. I don't even know what just happened. I mean I saw Jay... Jay? As in old friend Jay... I don't know I will think about it next period. After all I've got nothing else better to do since its a free period. I might actually just go to the music room. Yea I'll do that.

I make it to the music room and grab a guitar. I'm picking out a song when I find one of my favorites. And you know being me I HAVE to sing along to it... Great job me. You know what let's just start already. Believe it or not I'm an ok singer.

(lyrics)

You were the shadow to my light
Did you see us?
Another star you fade away
Afraid our aim is out of sight
Wanna see us alive
Where are you now? (x3)

We're you all in my fantasy?
Where are you now?
We're you only imaginary?

Where are you now?
Atlantis. Under the sea
Under the sea
Where are you now?
Another dream
The monsters running wild inside of me
I'm faded

I stop when I hear a noise outside the door. It was the sound of a shoe squeaking on the floor. I slowly and quietly put down the guitar and run to the door. Open it and punch whoever was there. I didn't see who it was because I was to busy running. As I turn the corner someone grabs the hood of my hoodie and slams me into the ground. I was gonna get ready to fight when I saw who it was.

It was fucking Jay?!?!

As I get up I pull down my hood and he sees me. He truly looks sorry but I don't know... He looks like he kinda had fun about to beat the shit out of someone.

"Oh my god Amanda... I'm so sorry. I didn't know it was you." He says pitifully.

"It's fine... " I reply even though I know it not true.

"You sing very well... Sorry I was easdropping. " He knows he's not sorry.

"It's fine. " Again with the lies???

After a few moments of awkwardness I decided to break the silence.

"So why we're you listening to me singing?" Great conversation starter....

"Oh, I uh, heard someone singing really well and decided to go see who it was... "

"Oh" Is that all I can say...

Damn well this is just great... Here is the little shitty introverted nugget finally coming out. And if you don't know who I'm talking about it is me.

"Well I've gotta go. Bye Amanda!"

He cares???

"Bye Jay!"

Why  I so fake all the time?

I don't even know why I try...

And tomorrow is volleyball tryouts... Yay?!

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Ok so again I'm sorry for not updating in a while. I've been getting grounded a lot and just not writing anymore. I'll try to keep writing but at this point it's not gonna be as frequent as it was before.
Well goodbye my lovely readers!

~🖤Amanda-chan🖤

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