lie again ; soonhoon

05

Naghintay si Jihoon sa araw na darating sila Soonyoung at Soonji sa bahay nila, ilang araw na ang nakalipas mula noong umalis ang mga ito, akala ni Jihoon na simpleng tampo lang ang mangyayari, but it's not. Does Soonyoung hate him that much to leave him at wala na yatang balak bumalik pa? He doesn't know.

Ailee, she's the one who's been there for Jihoon habang wala ang mag-ama niya. Nakita niyang lahat ng luha, nasaksihan kung paano binalot ng kalungkutan ang binata.

But she got nothing to do para pakalmahin si Jihoon, kasi sino ba naman siya? She's just a friend kahit gusto niyang sumbatan si Soonyoung di niya magawa. Gusto niya mang isampal kay Soonyoung lahat ng katotohanan matagal na niya sanang ginawa.

"You know Jihoon, bakit hindi mo tawagan lahat ng posibleng tao na makakaalam kung nasaan si Soonyoung? Kung iiyak ka lang diyan wala talagang mangyayari."

"I-ive tried, noona. Lahat ginawa ko na, pero lahat sila nirereject ako, kung hindi naman hindi sinasagot. Nakakapagod ding pilitin yung mga taong ayaw namang pakinggan ka."

Nabalot sila nang katahimikan not until Jihoon speak again,

"Pagod na ko, noona. Ayaw ko na. Kung hindi lang dahil kay Jiyoung siguro matagal na akong patay--"

"Don't you ever say that, Jihoon. I know you don't deserve all of this, kasi napakabait mong tao. Napaka responsable mo, handa kang magsakripisiyo. Kung iniisip mong mawala na lang why don't you think that there's still your family--"

"I know. I know noona nariyan sila. But do they want me to be with them just like I did? Tiyaka nasaan sila ngayon? I need them the most." he cried, cried and cried. Wala na siyang ibang ginawa kung hindi umiyak nang umiyak.

"Ang problema kasi, hindi nila naintindihan yung instructions, mga tanga talaga. di naman kasi sinabing lahat truth dun. naiinis ako." Ailee said, Jihoon chuckled, he caressed his little baby bump.

"Yah Jiyoung, kumapit ka lang kay Daddy okay? Sige ka, pag bumitaw ka, gagayahin kita."

--

At dumating nga yung araw na kinatatakutan ni Ailee, na bumitaw na nga si Jiyoung sa kapit, siguro siya na rin ang nahihirapan sa sitwasiyon nila ni Jihoon.

-

Jihoon woke up with dizziness. Halos hindi siya makatayo at malabo ang paningin.
Tagal niyang hinanap ang cellphone and dialed Ailee's number.

"N-noona--"

"Lee Jihoon?! hoy?!" Ailee heard a loud thud na ikinakaba niya she hungs up at dali daling pumunta sa bahay ni Jihoon.

Sumalubong sa kanya ang katawan ni Jihoon na nasa lapag habang binabalot ng dugo ang bandang binti.

Hindi niya alam kung ano ang gagawin so she called her friend, Bumzu and they carried Jihoon to the nearest hospital.

-

"I'm sorry to tell you,but you miscarriage your child." The doctor said before exiting his room.

Nakatulala si Jihoon, still processing sa kung ano mang nangyare.

"J-jiyoung.." he whispered and the little bumb he used to caressed are now gone.

unti-unting tumulo ang mga luha ni Jihoon, he never expect this to happen, where Jiyoung needs to leave him as well just like his Dad. He cried out hanggang sa hindi na siya makahinga.

Ailee called the doctors and they gave Jihoon an injection to calm him down.

"Magiging okay din lahat Ji." Anya Ailee, caressing Jihoon's hair habang may luhang nagbabadyang tumulo.