Azazel: The Untold Story [UNDER MAJOR REVISION]

Will forever be remembered (revising)

Death was known to be the end of life. End of hope and end of happiness. Death has been interpreted and understood as loosing the ability to exist anymore. You will just be a memory to everyone's life you've touched. You will just be remembered, not always, but just remembered. The horror and pain of loosing someone can never be enough to express in words.

"I have always thought that being immortal means that death is no longer possible. Immortally means living beyond death. Watching all your friends, family and everyone who have mortality die one by one. Today, we lost one of our beloved family. He is a great lost to us, one of our leader and elder" Nadia paused for a bit as she tried to control her tears, she has been fighting it off even before she started speaking.

This is the worst day of her life, loosing someone who made her feel the love of a father. The whole room are filled of sorrow, grief and flow of tears.

Nadia took a deep breath before speaking again "I am trying my best not to cry but I don't think I can still control this. I--- I never imagine this to be so p--pain...ful. He is a very loving person, supportive, caring and thoughtful. I... I can't even remember if I've t--told him how m...u...c..h I l--ove... him..." Nadia paused again and let her tears continuously roll down her cheeks.

Edward immediately go to her side and gave her a tight hug. Nadia almost collapsed into Edward's arms and cried nonstop. She can no longer speak as she let her heart cry out in grief and pain.

"I've always admire his dedication and love for the empire. To be honest, I never saw him as an fallen one, his love, his care, his protectiveness shouts that even though he has been casted out in his heart, he is an angel. Azazel is a noble and powerful angel, despite him choosing the wrong path. Now I understand how he was able to keep his angel attributes up to this very end. God didn't took everything from him, he remained the angel he once was. Azazel was just thrown out, became a fallen one but God still see him as his son, as his creation. I will forever be grateful that he became one of us, that I trusted him, that he gave us a chance to experience how someone like him give importance to someone who means the whole world to him, us. I may not been able to tell him how thankful I am but I hope you can hear me, right at this moment" Nieves paused for a while, she gave so much effort to contain her tears but now her voice is shaking and about to crack.

She took a deep breath and continued with tears in her eyes, with shaking voice "A--za... Azazel... t-tha-thank you for everything... for being the father that my daughter need and should have. T---thank you for fighting for our empire till the very end" she took her seat as Edward and Zayn gave their eulogy.

Zayn gulped a couple of times while Edward tried to stop his hands from shaking. Zayn started his eulogy "Sir Aza, I will forever regret that night. The horrifying truth of what I have done will forever haunt me. I am truly sorry, I'm sorry for being responsible for your death. Sir Aza forgive me for causing you pain until the very end of your existence. Please forgive me, forgive me Sir Aza" Zayn tried to control his tears, he tried to keep himself from loosing it.

It pains him so much knowing he is responsible why they're giving eulogy today. Edward closed his eyes, the images of that night flashed in front of him.

Tears roll down his cheek and despite the fact of letting everyone see him in tears doesn't really matter anymore he started his eulogy. "Sir Aza has been very understanding, he is patient enough to keep up with every shits that happened with each and everyone of us, with the whole empire. I cannot fathom the fact of being part of his death, it is the worst night of my life. I don't even know if I'll be able to forget that incident and if I'll be able to forgive myself but I will try my best. I will try very hard because I know he would not like me being swallowed with guilt. I hate myself so much but I know how forgiving he can be, I know that even if I haven't asked forgiveness he already give that to me. Sir Aza, thank you for everything and sorry that I became weak that night" Edward and Zayn returned to their seats with heavy heart.

Unknown by many, angel wings are their source of life and energy and loosing those can affect their whole system. If you cut off an angel wings from their back they feel drained, others survive despite the lost of their wings and fully become an demon without any trace of their old form as an fallen angel. In Azazel case, he didn't survived maybe because he doesn't want to let go of his angel form, he didn't fully became demon and that led him to his death. God who was watching from above felt the pain of loosing a son, a son whom he lost in darkness and now in death. The angels felt the sorrow of the death of a former noble and powerful angel, they once angel whom they train with. God knows that despite the wrong acts that Azazel did in his heart, he will always and forever will be his son, his precious creation. Today as the sky pours out of rain, the thunder and lightning strikes and roared from above, God weeps for the death of his lost son.

Slowly they sealed his tomb and Nadia started crying out loud as she tried to stop the fallen ones from sealing it. "No!!! Papa!!! Please... Wake up papa!!! You promised me! You promised me you'll never leave me!! Papa!!! P..lea..se..."

The pain, the nonstop flowing of tears from her eyes as she pleaded for his father to wake up. The ladies had to cover their mouth just to suppressed their selves from sobbing but it escaped from their mouth. Nieves hugged Nadia, she hugged her tightly hoping it can ease the pain but they both know it won't. Everyone was in tears as they helplessly watch Nadia's world slowly collapse in front of her. She lost her father, a father whom she hoped for. He may not be her father by blood but in her heart he is. The fallen ones and demon continued sealing his tomb with a heavy heart, with the painful truth that this is the end. In his tomb was etched...

"Will forever be missed
Azazel Vernon Van Heusen"