Raven

I LOVE YOU'S

RAVEN

               I was in Potions and ignoring the snide remarks from Slytherin group I knew who it was the moment the comment was said that I went from Draco to Harry meaning I was desperate to bang someone why not "The Chosen One" I just wanted to rip her vocal cords out and feed it to the squid that was the image that made me laugh slightly each time Hermione thought I had lost it when she asked me why I was laughing later I told her "Well watching the squid devour Pansy in my mind" she said "Raven, really?" I said "You didn't hear what she said behind me did you?" she said "No but Ron did and he was about to hex her to oblivion" I said "I'm taking things slow with Harry I actually like him and I don't want to screw it up" she said "I can tell that Raven, and I know he likes you" I said "Well, actually he loves me he told me so in the hospital wing when I had fell from Pansy pushing me" she said "HE DID WHAT?" I took her by the arm away from eavesdroppers I said "Yeah he told me of course he thought I was still unconscious but I heard it clear as day" she said "What do you feel for him Raven?" I said "I uh.." looking at the ground my face turning red from blushing she said "You feel the same way don't you?" I said "No" but I wasn't going to admit to her she took my hand making me look her in the eye she said "You love him Raven" I said "Fine I do but he's got a lot on his plate Hermione and me telling him it just won't work" she said "You're scared Raven but once you admit it to him you'll feel better" I hated when she get's so wise I said "I'll think about telling him okay".

                     I came to conclusion something was eating away at Harry and I wished he would tell me but he confides it to Hermione and Ron I guess he doesn't want to burden with it but we're suppose to be a couple why wouldn't he tell me perhaps I should but I shouldn't turn the old charm on. I found Harry at The Owlery he was sending a letter to Sirius no doubt I said "So this is where you're hiding?" he turned to see me he said "Hiding?" I walked up to him I said "Well, you've been avoiding me ever since you tried to speak to my grandfather when the toad tried to get rid of Professor Trelawney" he sent Hedwig away with the letter he said "I'm not avoiding you Raven, with the O.W.L.'s and my scar and that toad it's just stressful that's all". I walked up to him placing my arms around his neck I said "Then let me relieve you of said stress" I went and kissed his neck, his chin and then his scar he pushed me up against the wall he went to kissing me as his hand was holding my leg up bent against his waist and the other was to steady himself I did the unthinkable when he sent trails of kisses down my neck when I said in his ear "I love you Harry Potter" I realized I said those words he looked up at me with a face trying to register what I just said to him I said "You heard me, I love you". In that moment he took my hand I had no idea where we were going bypassing everyone we went into Gryffindor Common Room he took me up to my room of course I made sure the stairs didn't slide to allow him to get in my room he went to lock the door and used a silence charm as well I said "Harry what are you.." the next thing I knew he was kissing me and I assume I knew what he wanted and I complied like a good little girl stripping out of our clothes I laid on the bed with him on top of me and I felt every kiss he left on my body and I moaned to every touch and the next thing I knew was me welcoming him into me and let me tell you it was worth the wait. It had to be perhaps an hour or so and we were panting from our love-making he said "I know you wanted to wait but I.." I turned to him I said "Actually I wanted to with you I had to have a reason and when I told you that was my reason because I do love you Harry I've never loved anyone before" he said "Surely you told Draco you did" I said "No I haven't, he told me but I never said those words before until you." He caressed my face with his hand he said "Then I'm honored to be loved by you Raven" I turned and was on top of him straddling his hips I said "You do know we're missing classes right?" he said "Yeah but I figure you wouldn't miss much given you're the top of the class and you said to de-stress me?" I leaned down to his lips I said "I did, didn't I?" I kissed him then shoved my tongue into his mouth and he moaned to it his arms were wrapped around my waist I didn't care about anything in the world not my dad's rising back to power, not that toad from Ministry, not O.W.L.'s, or my future career all that mattered to me was never leaving Harry's side because he was my future. I pulled away and laid on his chest using it as a pillow I said "Harry, I know we're heading into a war against him but I want you to know I'm on your side and I will lay my life on the line along with your's" he looked at me he said "I don't want you to die for me?" I said "There's something you should know Harry, back in the graveyard he told me that The Death Eaters are ordered not to harm me and if they do they face consequences" he said "Do you trust him?" I said "No I don't, but the notion that I'm untouchable does sound something special" he kissed my forehead as we laid there and next I knew I was sound asleep.