Life with the Flash

Goodnight

      After about three movies Mattie finally fell asleep and Barry picked her up and took her to the guest room.

I watched in the doorway as he tucked her her in and gently kissed her forehead. The same way I thought he would kiss one of our kids goodnight one day. But that was back when a was a naive little girl in love.

He walked out gently shutting the door and it almost seemed as if he was about to kiss me when he pulled away scratching the back of his neck.

"Barry could I ask you something?" I questioned making eye contact with him.

"Umm ya what's up" he replied taking my hand and sitting us both down on the couch.

"Why d-did you leave me Barry?" I choked out looking away from him.

He said nothing so I continued. "Barry do you know what that did to me?" I paused still nothing he just looked down "I cut myself Barry I tried to kill myself. Because you left me. You didn't even give a reason. You woke up from the coma and you drifted away from me! I was so madly in love with you and you broke me Barry you FUCKING BROKE ME!" I yelled but a little lower not to wake Mattie up. He didn't answer.

"Are you even liste-" I was cut off by the familiar feeling of Barry's soft lips against mine. I couldn't do this I thought. He broke up with me. I pushed him off fiercely standing up.

"No Barry you broke up with me remember you can't just kiss me and not say anything!!!" I scolded and he stood up.

"Y/n I love you. I broke up with you because I love you and I didn't want you getting hurt. I know how bad this hurt you I saw the cuts I was the one who took you to Star labs when u were passed out for a week. I was the one who saved you from killing you self. I did this because I wanted you to be safe but obviously it just hurt you more and I'm so so sorry y/n" he choked up on the last bit.

"B-barry what do go you mean your the one who saved me from killing myself" I mumbled.

"I'm the Flash y/n" he said. I was shocked my mouth must have been wide open cause he grabbed my chin making me look at him. It all made since now. Why I would wake up in the middle of the night and he was gone sometimes. Why he would leave early from work with such dumb excuses.

I knew he meant well. I couldn't be mad at him anymore.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him with all the passion I had in me. I let out all the emotions that have been building up inside of me for the last six months. I kissed him roughly for all the anger and pain i felt and softly for all the love that we missed out on sharing.

I pulled away and giggled at the pink lip gloss smeared on and around his mouth.

"I forgive you Barry. But next time talk to me about it before breaking up with me.

"There won't be a next time" is all he said as he picked me up and sped us into the bedroom. He was lashed down in his side and I was partially laying on top of him.

I rolled over pecking his lips before dozing off.

Ok I know it's super short but I think it's pretty good and has a lot going on in this chapter I mean at least she's back with Barry know.
XOXO 💋