No one had come in for at least a week. I couldn't keep track of time since there was no windows or lights in the room. Every couple days someone would bring in a bag of Big Belly Burger.
I couldn't live like this anymore I had to find a way out. One way or another. I had found a small piece of wood that I'd been sharpening and I was ready to do what had to me done. I held the sharp wood against my wrist closing my eyes tight. I inserted it cutting down as far as I could. Soon I started seeing black dots and I don't remember anything from that point on.
"Y/n! Y/N!" I could hear something yelling in the distance. But it was so faint I didn't know what it was. Then the shouting got louder and I woke up seeing nothing but white at first. My vision cleared and I could see Barry, the real Barry! I looked down and my wrist was sewn up and I had an I.V. in my hand.
I quickly removed it getting up and running over to Barry nearly tripling because of how weak my legs were.
I wrapped my arms around his neck standing in my top toes. He burrowed his head into my neck and I could feel the wetness of his cheeks were he had been crying.
"I missed you so much Barr!" I whispered pulling myself closer to him desperate for his warm touch against me.
"It's all my fault. It's all my fault he took you. He hurt you. It's all my fault" he cried into my neck.
"No it's not Barry. Don't do this I'm back and I just want to be with you. I just want you to hold me all night. Please Barry. It's not your fault it's no ones fault. Just that stupid fucking Savitar fault not yours"I whined out pulling. Away from him to look at him. "I love you Barr. Can we please go home now"
He nodded and whispered "I love you too" before picking me up and running us home.
He laid me down on the new bed we had gotten a little time ago.
"Are you sure you don't need a bath or a shower before bed?" He asked. I thought it over and a bath would be nice.
"Will you give me a bath Barry" I asked reaching my hands toward him signaling him to pick me up. He did wrapping my hands around his neck and my legs around his waist. I laid my neck on his shoulder and he walked to the bathroom.
He stripped my shirt and pants off seeing that I wasn't wearing underwear. "I couldn't find them after Savitar-" I was cut off by Barry placing a soft kiss on my lips.
"It's ok you don't have to talk about him anymore" he muttered laying me in the bathtub and turning on the warm water. I moaned at the feeling of the warm water against my skin. Barry just chuckled splashing me with the water. "What it felt good" I pouted. The bath filled up and he turned off the water. He got up to walk away and I whimpered. "Your not gonna get in with me?"
He looked kinda stunned like he didn't expect me to want him to.
"Do you want me to?" He questioned walking back to the bathtub. I nodded making puppy eyes and quivering my bottom lip. "Ok ok" he said pulling his shirt off and then his pants and briefs. I hadn't seen him naked in so long. "Mm" I groaned biting my lip and scanning his body. I scooted forward and he stepped into the tub putting his legs around my waist. I laid my head back against his chest and he wrapped his arms around my torso. He kissed the back of my head softly.
He rubbed water into my hair and then messaged shampoo into my hair. He washed it out and started rubbing my arms with body wash. After I was all clean I turned around looking at him. I took the body wash rubbing it into his soft skin. Then I reached for a wash cloth. I was getting ready to wrap it around his length when he grabbed my wrist roughly but not hurting me "don't" he said turning me around and laying me against his chest again.
After sitting in a tub for a while he got out grabbing a towel and drying himself then lifting me out of the tub and drying me off.
"Wait here" he whispered padding out of the bathroom. He returned holding a soft lace bra and a matching pair of underwear and one of his button up flannels. I put on the bra and he held the panties for me to step into. I did and he pulled them up around my waist then pulled the button up shirt around my shoulders and buttoned it up leaving about five undone. He had already put on a pair of sweatpants and was shirtless.
He picked me up against and started carrying me back to bed.
"You know I can still walk you know" I muffled into his neck. He stopped walking.
"Well do you want to?" He asked his mouth forming into a soft smile. "No thanks" I whispered as he pulled my head back to look at him. He kissed me softly pulling away smiling at me. "Good cause I like holding you" he replied laying me in the bed.He pulled me closer to his chest flipping me over to face him. He kissed my forehead and sat my head in his chest.
"Your the best pillow I've ever had"I giggled. "Oh ya and your the best blanket I've ever had" he whispered back
"I love you Bartholomew Henry Allen" I said closing my eyes.
"I love you more y/f/n y/m/n y/l/n"
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Life with the Flash
FanfictionOk so I mean it's kinda in the title but there is a lot of smut and I mean A LOT 😏😉. It's basically about ur whole life with Barry from when you first met to when he died. So please read and enjoy cause I really feel lame for writing books and no...