lost kisses ♡ goodguyfitz

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It's been about a week since my meltdown with Jaren about going to Pax East and now, I'm currently struggling to pack.

"Jaren, what the fuck am I going to wear for 2 weeks?" I threw a bunch of random clothes in my suitcase as we talked on FaceTime, 3 hours before our flight.

Jaren was packing stressfully, just like I was. We put it off all week since we were busy preparing videos for when we were gone, and it probably wasn't the best decision we could have made. I quickly took another sip of my iced coffee as I looked for my Converse. "There will be a washer and dryer there, you'll be fine." I rolled my eyes as I rummaged threw my closet, still looking for my Converse.

"Now that means I have to bring detergent!" I heard Jaren slightly laugh as I groaned. "No, don't worry about that, we can go buy some when we get there." I smiled as I had also found my Converse and had finally finished packing. "Hey, on that thought, are you almost done?" All I had to do was grab my charging laptop and I was good to go. "Yeah, I finished a few minutes ago, I'm going to go put this stuff in my car. I'll be over in a few, alright?" I zipped up my suitcase and brought it to my living room, along with my phone. "Ok, love you drive safe." We finished up our call as I went to make one last iced coffee to put in my tumbler for the road.

I was sitting on my couch scrolling through my feed as my door opened. I looked up to see Jaren standing there with his arms wide open. "Ready for the time of your life!? Our Uber has arrived!" I chuckled slightly as I stood up from my comfy seat. "You could say that, I guess." I stuttered as I grabbed my suitcase and backpack while I headed out the door.

"What do you mean ' You Guess '? It's going to be a blast!" He grabbed my suitcase for me, even though I surely didn't need the help. But, I appreciated his gesture. "We have been over this J, staying in a huge house, for 2 weeks, with 9 random men you have never met is not my definition of a blast." I mumbled kind of rudely back to him. I know Jaren wants to make me happy, and as do I to him, but this whole trip was a little too much. I loved Jaren and all, but going behind my back and doing this was not the best, I may say.

"Look-" he sighed and stopped walking. "I know this is a lot for you, but I promise-" he grabbed my hand and began walking towards the Uber again. "These guys will be different from all the rest. I will be there for you the whole time, as will John. If anything remotely bad happens, I will book a flight and we'll come straight back home. Ok?" He gave me a warm smile as we got in the Uber. "Alright. Thank you J." I gave him a sweet smile in return. "No problem, my love. Now, onward to the airport!" I laughed at his foolish remark as the Uber drove out of my apartment complex.

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"Jaren, I'm starving and out of iced coffee." I held my tumbler up to my face and shook it, only to be disappointed. "I think I need first aid." We made it to the airport with an hour to spare before our flight to Boston took off, and it was turning out to be the longest hour ever.

I almost never went to the airport. The only times I have ever been on a plane were to go on a vacation with Jaren once, of course, and to go visit Jarens family with him during the holidays. Go figure. I had no fear of flying or anything, I just had never felt to reason the leave my humble apartment in the middle of New York. My only real dream vacation was to go to Australia, but that just wasn't going to happen anytime soon, if ever.

"You should have eaten something before we left, Charlotte." I groaned at his dumb remark. I looked over to my right only to see him tapping away at his phone. "I don't know about you, but I'm getting Starbucks." I stood up from my chair and stretched, as I waited for a response. "Ok, just be back quick. Can you get me and iced coffee as well by chance?" I rolled my eyes and began to walk away. " I was going to anyways. And maybe i'll get lost, miss the flight and you'll have to go to Boston alone!" I hear him chuckle in the background as I kept walking towards the Starbucks.