Jenlisa Park

Four

Lisa's POV

"Your sister looks hot. Can I date her instead of you?"

I lost my balance and stumbled on the floor. "Lisa!" Rosé said worriedly. My breathing was fast as a sports car. "Inhale, exhale" She said, trying to calm me down. I did what she said and my breathing got back into normal. I blink my eyes and closed them, trying to processed what she just said. "W-what did you just said?" I asked her. She chuckled and helped me to get up. "It was just a joke, stupid." She laughed while I was cleaning off some dirt attached to my clothes. "Really? I was just shocked." I replied and straighten my clothes. "Let's go back? They must be looking for us." She said and we were about to enter the room when the bell rang. "The time flies so fast, right?" Rosé chuckled, I checked my watch and it says 11:45 am. I sighed and offered Chaeng to join me, and she agreed.

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"So, you've been playing guitar since your studying in Australia?" I asked while munching my food. We're currently sitting at one of the empty chairs inside the cafeteria. "Yeah." She replied and took a spoonful of rice, carrying it towards her mouth. "You've mentioned that you studied in an all girl school. What's the experience?" I asked once more and drank my juice. "It's fine. No boyfriend, but there are some spoiled brats." I laughed at the mention of 'spoiled brats'. The images of the sluts and brats invaded my brain. She laughed with me and we ate our lunch.

"Girls"

I heard a very familiar voice coming from our back. I eyed Rosé and we both turned our body, facing the person. "Unnie?" I spoke confused. Jisoo doesn't usually eat her lunch with me or at the cafeteria, she stays at their room along with her co-models. All models must not be exposed, to protect their image. Jisoo smiled and approached us. "Sunbae--- Jisoo." Rosé stood up as well as me. "Mind if I join you?" She asked and sat at the empty seat beside Rosé. "That was close." Jisoo chuckled, Rosé smiled awkwardly. I sat in confusion and kept quiet. Why is she acting like this? Is she being clingy to Chaeyoung?

They exchanged words while me, I just kept quiet the whole damn time because I feel like I'm third-wheeling. I noticed Chaeng's movement, she feel awkward at the situation. I was thinking of some way to make Rosé feel comfy. I joined in their conversation, "What's with the sudden change of actions, unnie?" I asked out of nowhere. Jisoo stopped talking and faced me, "I'll tell you when it's dismissal." My sister said with her deep voice and continued talking some shit. I just shrugged it off and continued eating.

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"Your sister is so funny!" Rosé exclaimed while clutching her stomach. I just listened to her stories while were walking the hall, it's break time. I just seemed to feel something. When everytime Chaeyoung would mention my sister's name, I feel something. I don't want her talking about other's infront of my face. I want that were just talking about us and nobody else. It's strange but I have no exact words to describe what I'm feeling.

"I think I already like your sister." She said that made me stop walking. She also stopped, faced me with a confused expression. "Why did you stop?" She asked. I don't know what to say, I didn't also know what's the reason why I stopped though. "Umm, nothing." I flashed a smile and continued walking.

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We arrived at our room since breaktime is over, all I heard for the whole breaktime was just 'Jisoo', 'Jisoo' and 'Jisoo'. I just rolled my eyes secretly. "Heya!" Lucas said approaching. "Ey!" I just replied and waved my hands awkwardly. I didn't noticed that Chaeng already left, she was called by our trainer. I talked to Lucas for some minutes, until I got bored. I ended our conversation by excusing myself to get my ukulele. I sighed and went to the corner of the room, where I was alone. I closed my eyes and tried to fucking process what's happening between my sister and Chaeyoung. I think Chaeng really like my sister? I mean, there's nothing wrong, it's much better. My sister has a stone-cold heart. She never ever loved someone, she's NBSB. If she ever liked Chaeng then it's fine. But a part of me doesn't seem fine with their interaction and the idea that my sister and Chaeyoung liked each other. It feels shit that I only like Chaeyoung's attention drawn to me. I don't fucking know this damn feeling, and I want to get rid of it.

"Why are you all alone?" I heard Rosé's voice that made me go back to reality. "Just wanna hang out with myself." I answered. She  sat beside me and rested her head in my shoulder. I flinched at the sudden contact. "You must've called me. I'm always free." She murmured but I managed to hear. "You were called by your trainer, is that what you call you're always free?" I laughed slowly and carefully, not to bounce my shoulders. "Aish." She grumbled, "It's not like that, I mean except for that." She spoke. I smiled at her cuteness. "Okay." I replied. We stayed in that positiom for God knows how long, my head starting to lean and rested my head at the top of hers. I hugged my knees and closed my eyes, savouring the moment. I opened my eyes when I felt warm in my hands, Chaeyoung was touching the back of my palm, brushing it using her thumb. I smiled widely and unconsciously at her actions. Why is she being this clingy to me? Does this mean something? I don't want to assume things. Because if I do, I'll get hurt at the end. One of my fear is getting hurt, that's why I've never dated a guy/girl. I'm too sensitive y'all. I don't trust someone except for my sister and my two dork bestfriends, who seem to be happy with their lives. I grinned at my thoughts. I opened my eyes and peeked at Chaeyoung, who's smiling. I closed my eyes again and cleared my thoughts. Her touches making me relax and I obviously loved it.