All I Need [m.y.g//k.n.j]

Nine

RM - MOONCHILD

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Yoongi didnt know why he was slowly loosing his inspiration in writing lyrics, slowly loosing it all.

So thats why he decides to come out from his studio after spending hours of just nothing but still an empty piece of paper.

He had brought the empty paper and his pen just in case he might catch some motivations and inspiration as he sits there at the rooftop while putting on his earbuds.

He sighs deeply and the smoke coming from his mouth goes out along. Yes, Yoongi smokes.

He had sworn to himself back then that he wouldnt touch cigarettes ever in his life but for some reasons and turns of his mindset he had change that about himself. (literally me)

He had been smoking probably about three now but still he couldnt get anything work in his mind. The theme of the song he wanted to create was a song about a person's bottled up feelings for someone that person loves but was afraid to say it.

The irony is, it actually relates to him.

But still, even when it relates to his past with certain someone he didnt know how to express them beautifully in words or literally in a song.

Yoongi was about to put the cigarette to his lips again when suddenly his hand was yank harshly away , dropping the cigarette in the process.

There stood Namjoon, face showing dissapointment.

He was dissapointed, this wasnt te old Yoongi he knew. The old yoongi doesnt even know what 'one night stand' means let alone smoking.

"Namjoon..", he wanted to say but he could only manage to move his lips.

"What the fuck?!", Namjoon suddenly shouts after pulling away the earbuds he was using on, instantly making him flinch.

"It would be enough to change your appearance you didnt have to go as far as smoking , idiot!

At that time, Yoongi was confused why Namjoon getting all so worked up.

Yoongi felt scared at that because he wasnt one with people shouting at him. It makes him stress even more. Let alone Namjoon never raised his voice at him in the past.

Namjoon saw the pack of cigarettes placed beside where Yoongi is sitting, so he grabs the pack then throwing it pass the roof top's floor.

"Fuck, I have never felt so dissapointed in you like this!"

Dissapointed in ...me?

Oh yeah, dissapointment.

Yoongi's heart clenches at that. When people think youre a dissapoinment to them its a very strong and painful thing to go through your head.

Yoongi looks down, Namjoon breathing heavily. Beyond furious.

Originally Namjoon came up there wanting to smoke as well but seeing Yoongi does it instead changes his mind.

Without furthermore words, Namjoon stomps out and in the building.

Tears threathening to form in his eyes, his chest hurt and the lump in his throat making him hard to breath. But yoongi was just as weak. He knew that about himself.

So, Yoongi brokedown again at the rooftop.