All I Need [m.y.g//k.n.j]

Three

FLOWSIK FT. JOOHEON -STAY STRONG

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Yoongi had went up to the top roof of Cypher's building. The morning sun shines brightly above the sky but with the roof protecting him.

Namjoon's word still playing fresh in his head.

Yoongi pulls up the sleeve of his white dress shirt that drags down long covering his bottom. There on his left wrist is a permanent blue coloured butterfly imprints in his skin. He remembered back the reason why he had the tattoo imprinted on his wrist from the first place. He was never a fan of tattoos after all but still he had one now.

Oh, he had it when his family had broken and then his mother passed away due to illness.

He literally had changed his overall appearance since then. From how he dresses up and to new habits he has. He smokes and drinks but those were just an appearance and a mask of who he really is.

He was bullied alot during teenage years but now not anymore. Heck nobody even tries to even mess with him now and how he wished nobody actually didnt mess with him since school years. He wanted a normal school life but he had learned it the hard way that being the quiet nerd boy that only does his own thing wasnt really fancied by most students in school. During the days where he went to school confident of his studies and grades but they kept on trying to deplete his self esteem.

He never had friends since grade school, he had constantly changed schools for the constant bully cases he had to go through but only until he met Namjoon.

He still remembered how Namjoon walks up to him that one certain day, admitting of wanting to be friends with him during junior high. He didnt question much so he agreed.

"You think he really wants to be friends with a nerd like you? You sure its not because he had lost some bets with his friends?"

"Who wants to be friends with a nerd anyways?"

She was right... Who would want to be friends with me? Namjoon said it so himself.

Yoongi stares at his wrist again, the tattoo of the blue butterfly makes him a bit down. He then look at how he dresses. White dress shirt with skinny black jeans and not those simple band shirts and torn of blue jeans he used to wore. He was wearing timberlands now instead of normal sneakers. And dont forget his hair that used to be silky black is now literally blonde.

He changed all of it but still doesnt change the fact for who he knows what he truly is.

Still the same timid boy who oftens get picked on ,the boy where everyone treated as a pushover.

His heart aches when all his past came back to his memory box. He had been through alot.

But then again the blue butterfly on his wrist somehow gave him an assurance of a new change. A new page of his life after high school. That was the reason why he had it, he remember it clearly now.

The butterfly he decided to have years ago was the symbol of his own freedom, and change.

Yoongi suddenly broke down that morning. All the stresses and loneliness and the fact that he met Namjoon again was putting such heavy weight on his poor fragile heart.

It was too much.