All I Need [m.y.g//k.n.j]

Nineteen

BIGBANG - BAD BOY

"Thank you for the food.", Yoongi thanked Namjoon as he finished the breakfast prepared for him.

His hangover still there but lesser than he had woken up that morning. He had stopped crying a moment ago too, its probably his head going down to his chest that had him so emotional but right now he's okay again. It was thanks to Namjoon for making him feel less lonely as he wakes up for another day of his life. Lonely life.

Namjoon just hum as he now picks up the dishes and help washes them along with the mug he had used. After he was done, he untied the apron and puts it back to where he had took it,now ready to leave.

"Erm, can we go to work together?", Yoongi asks quick before Namjoon actually leaves.

"On second thought, no. I have enough of your shit this morning and I dont think I want to see your face at Cypher too. So why dont you just stay in and dont come to work? Im sure Hoseok wouldnt mind.", Namjoon smiles sweetly but fake: at Yoongi while putting on his shoes.

Yoongi hesitates before he talks again, "But it gets lonely being...alone at home...",he mutters while fiddling with the hem of his shirt.

"I dont see why that concerns me.",Namjoon says with a cold tone.

He swore he saw Yoongi's expression fell at his words, but right now he doesnt have more time to waste to be all soft for Yoongi at the moment. He gulps down that guilt because of the words he said to the boy but nevertheless held his head high.

"Try coming to Cypher, I dare you.", Namjoon threatened him before leaving Yoongi's apartment, although accidentally slamming the door loudly. He cringes at that at on the other side of the door, "Oops.."

Tears starts to swell in his eyes but he blinks them away. He had enough of crying for today. "Jin hyung wont be home either...", he mumbles to himself, knowing theres no place else he can go to so he wouldnt feel alone at his own home.

And here he thought Namjoon understood a little bit of him. Guess that Namjoon really hates me after all.

Meanwhile....

"Damnit.. Pull yourself together Kim Namjoon. Remember what he had done to you. He left you back then and you hate him for that. So, please stop being so nice to him. He'll think you still care about him."

"But Im not.", he answers to himself.

Namjoon sighs to himself, "Look at me talking to my self like an idiot."

"This soft spot for that stupid but cute puppy needs to go away. Once and for all."