[ON HOLD] The Soccer Girl//Daniel Seavey

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D A N I E L

"What the fuck man!" Zach yelled once more. Going on and on about Saturday. It was now Monday night. I had skipped school and practice. I was too embarrassed about what happened with mj to show my face. My sister was over with one of her friends when I was waiting for mj. The guys had left late that night. I'm not going to lie. We may have done some light drinking and I may have still been drunk. The girl had made her way into my room thinking it was my sisters. She only said a quick sorry before leaving. A few minutes after my sister left saying something about needing milk and eggs. Her friend got bored and can back into my room. She and i talked for a little just sitting on my bed me at one end her at the other. Or at least she did as I tried not to focus on the almost hangover I had. One thing lead to another and she was straddling me kissing my neck. The worst part of all of this? I hadn't thought of mj once. My drunken mind had lead me elsewhere.

"I told you Zach. I'm an idiot and I don't want to talk about it. I get it I hurt her. You think I don't know that? You weren't there you didn't see her face. I know you two have some weird brother sister bond but I don't need you to tell me how much I fucked up again." I lay on my side, my back facing Zach. My face was half in the pillow making my voice muffled.

"Whatever Daniel. Also I stayed and watched practice today. Mj wasn't doing too well. You better show up and apologize. You're making your team suffer." With that he left. This is exactly what coach wanted to avoid. I just hoped mj wouldn't tell him. He would most definitely kick me off. Even if I was one of his best players.

First off I needed to apologize to mj. I'll explain how it wasn't even a real relationship. Maybe she forgot we weren't official, then we can go back to normal.

I looked over at the clock to see it was almost 7. I grabbed my phone and my keys and headed out. I drove fast, desperate to fix whatever I had messed up. Hopefully she'd forgive me.

I parked across the street so if her parents came home they could actually park in the driveway. I remember mj telling me about how they work late and she wished they could be around more.

I stood nervously at the door, not knocking at first. Maybe I shouldn't be here. Maybe this was stupid and I should move past it and forget about it. Before I could comprehend what I was doing I knocked and took a step back.

The door creaked open mj slowly opened it.

"Why do you want Daniel" she almost spat. God this was going to be harder than I anticipated.

"I wanna talk and apologize for what happened his weekend. Please mj let me explain what happened." Her eyes looked to anywhere but me. She let out a sigh before opening the door a little wider allowing me to step inside.

"I'll give you ten minutes to explain then I'm throwing you out." She stood as I sat myself on the couch.

"It wasn't supposed to happen. I was drunk and Anna had her friend over but went out. She came into my room and just kissed me. I didnt think it was that big of a deal considering I was drunk." I could see her eyes gloss over at the mention of alcohol. She had told me aha hated it when I would drink.

"Were you going to tell me? Like if I didn't basically walk in on you having sex with some girl would you have told me?" He nervously fiddled with his fingers before letting out a shaky breath.

"Yeah. Um I probably would have. But mj you have to under-"

"No Daniel. I don't have to understand. Do I look like some girl that wants to be used? You can tell me it wasn't like that. You can expect I'll just forgive you because you couldn't stop your hornyness. Well think again Daniel. Do I look like that? No, I play soccer seavey, don't let looks deceive you. This won't affect me. I don't need you in my life. Now get the hell out of my damn house!"

By the time she finished speaking tears were streaming down her face. Not wanting to upset her any more I quickly got up and hurried up the door. I felt to empty. God, I'm such an idiot!

M J

Once the door closed behind him I completely lost it. I slumped to the ground putting my head in between my knees. I curled my arms around my legs bringing them closer to my chest. Why did I ever believe we were going somewhere? Im such an idiot!

Hehe. I'm not sorry for the drama :). I felt good so I updated again. Hope you're enjoying this.