Nobody weird like me

Part 38

Mary's P.O.V
He couldn't answer me, instead he gave me a stupid grin. This got me mad now "Answer me Phil, stop giving me this fucked up grin now!" I nearly yelled. "Hey calm down Mar, there's no need to yell!" he said, what an asshole he was I thought to myself. "First of all don't call me Mar ok? Second what do you expect to act like when you're sitting outside my apartment the whole day like a creeper?" I asked him. "Ok maybe it was a bad idea to sit in the car, but after our encounter at the Café,  i had to see you!" I stood there with my arms crossed, in my god damn track pants and oversized t-shirt looking like a hobo. "Well I don't want to see you again Phil ok? I don't care what you want to speak about and why you're even in LA now, I just want you to leave... NOW!" I was a mess now, my whole body shaking and when he stepped out of the car now, my heart skipped a beat. I took a few steps back "Hey don't you understand you should leave Phil? What the fuck do you want from me huh?? You ruined my life already!" I screamed now really loud, hopefully the guy in the junk store would hear me. He now came nearer "Mar...I'm sorry Mary. Listen I just wanna talk okay? I know you're still upset about what I did ok?" he said, which made me laugh out bitter "Upset? That's the word you use for what you did? Upset? You humiliated me, you fucked me up to the point where I had to leave Detroit, because everyone called me a whore and much worse." "Listen, i was an asshole back then ok? Can we please talk like two adults about it?" he asked, not giving up. Standing there in his god damn suit which made me sick to my stomach. "Well, guess what Phil you're still an asshole and I don't care what apologies you have to tell me! I want you to leave ok, get the FUCK out of here!" I now yelled, thank god the junk store guy finally came out "Hey Mary, is this guy bothering you?" he asked me now, alternating looking at Phil. I couldn't even say something, Phil gladly made his way back to his car. "We're not finished Mary!" he said, looking at me, before disappearing behind his tinted windows. As he drove off, I gave him the middle finger, screaming "FUCK YOUUUU!" This left the junk store guy shocked, just like Ivy today. I had to hold back my tears now, as he calmed me down "Hey I don't know what happened between you two, but I'll keep an eye from now on ok?" he said, lightly giving me a clap on my shoulder. "Thanks!" I mumbled. "Do you need something?" he asked me and I nodded "Yeah, I'll get a bottle of Jack! Let me get some money!" I said, as he hold me back "No no, that's on me!" He was so nice, I thought to myself as he gave me the bottle "Thanks man, really I owe you something!" i said, as I made my way upstairs. "Naaahhh bullshit, just don't drink too much okay?" he said, giving me a smile. I waved at him and went upstairs, I closed my door and locked it three times, which I never did before. Then I opened the bottle and took a big sip out of it. I hated myself for doing so good earlier, even wanted to clean up and he ruined it again, once again I was drinking. I was sitting on the floor now, smoking one cigarette after another and drinking. By now I was drunk, like really drunk. I cried and sobbed and all i wanted now is Tony, but I couldn't call him now and upset him in the middle of the night. I looked over to the phone, trying to figure out what time it was in Amsterdam. It took me a long time staring at it, until I decided to call him, I just felt so bad instantly. The phone was ringing, my heart beating really fast when I heard his sleepy voice
"Hello?" he answered. "Tony?" i answered back. I felt now how he jumped out of bed. "Mary? What's going on babe? Did something happen?" He sounded already so worried and I felt so bad
"I..i s-shouldn't have c-called you I'm ...s orry!" I stuttered. "Babe are you drunk? What happened?" I took a deep sigh now "I'm so sorry Tony,so sorry!" i said now, bursting out in tears. "Babe, babe please tell me what happened!" he said, poor guy he sounded so worried.    "P-phil was here!" I bubbled, still crying. "What? Did he do something to you? When?" he now sounded angry. I told him the whole story, it was a miracle he understood a fucking word cause I was so drunk. "I'm gonna kill this bastard" he yelled now. I barely could speak now, I was too drunk and felt dehydrated from all the crying.
"T-Tony?" i stuttered. "Yes babe?"
"I..i l-love you so m..uch! When he...when he walked n-nearer to me, i was s-so scared..." I could hear him breathing harder now, he was so angry I could feel it "Mary, i love you more then anything else on this world now and it makes me so fucking mad that you were on your own and I couldn't protect you. Please do me a favour, lock your door and try to sleep, I'll handle the situation ok?" he said, his smooth voice soothing me down. "But... but what you g-gonna do Tony?" i asked him, my hands shaking I could barely function. "Don't worry about that babe, go to sleep now and I'll figure it out ok?"he said. "Ok..kkay i will!" i said. "Did you lock your door ,babe?" he asked, as I looked over. "Yes I did!" I assured him. "Good, now go to bed! Take the phone with you!" he said. I was confused for a second. "W-why that?" I asked, as I managed to stand up, my knees felt so weak, i crawled into bed with the phone. "Babe, you really thought I would hang up now?" he asked. "I-i thought you were tired Tony!" I mumbled as I laid there, holding tight on the phone. "I am, but it's not about me now. You need to sleep and what kind of boyfriend would I be if I just would hang up!" he said now. Hearing this, calmed me down and when I heard him humming a song through the phone, tears rolled down my cheeks. I didn't deserve this man, who does that I thought to myself, his humming was so gentle and just the thing my tortured soul needed now. He did this for quite a while, when I slowly calmed down, my body not shaking anymore and my heartbeat slowing down. "Feeling better Mary?" he whispered. "Yes, much better Tony, thank you so much!" He giggled "Babe don't thank me for that, it's the least I can do at the moment, while I can't be there with you!" This put a smile on my face, I felt like I would be able to sleep "You...you can go to sleep now Tony!" I said, my eyes feeling so heavy. He laughed "I will stay on the phone, till you fell asleep ok? It's 5a.m here anyways so!" he said. "Really? Ohh fuck I'm so sorry Tony, I've kept you from sleeping!" i mumbled. "Babe don't apologise, you know you can call me whenever you want, now try to sleep, I'm here ok?" he said with his smooth voice. "Mhh o..okay!" i whispered, as i slowly fell asleep with the phone next to me, it felt like he was there with me, I felt his embrace and wasn't feeling alone anymore.