Nobody weird like me

Part 46

Anthony's P.O.V
The bar slowly was filling up with people and me and Flea still sitting there, probably with our fourth beer now. Flea meanwhile searching in his pockets for some leftover pot. "Ahhh fucking fuck" he said. I giggled "What's wrong Beans?" i asked him. "I think I ran out of pot" he answered, frustrated he ordered us another beer. "Beans we're in Amsterdam, you can ask everyone here for a joint" i said, giving him a clap on the shoulder. The waiter placed the beers in front of us and I stood up. "Where are you going Anthony?" he asked me. "I'm gonna take a piss, you wanna join or what?" i said laughing. "No I'm fine!" he smiled back. As I made my way to the men's restroom, I spotted a phone booth. After I took a piss, i decided to call Mary, waiting for her to answer made my heart flutter. "Tony?" she answered. "How's my babe doing?" i asked her, as my eyes wandering around, Flea wasn't to be seen. "Mhh I'm laying here in bed, waiting for our rooftop date later" she said, which made me incredibly happy. "Ohhh babe, I really can't wait to see you later" i said, when I felt a hand on my butt. It was really crowded and it left me baffled. "Hey handsome" the girl whispered. I turned around and I could hear Mary on the other line saying "Who are you with Tony?". The girl started unbutton my pants and I pushed her away saying I'm not interested. "TONY? answer me, who's that girl?" she kept asking ,getting louder. "Babe, I'm at a bar with Flea and some bitch came up to me all of a sudden wanting to..." The Girl heard this and said "You didn't call me a bitch earlier ,when we fucked" My heart was about to stop and I started sweating. I pushed that girl back and told her to fuck off. When I got back on the phone, Mary had already hung up. "FUCK" I yelled, totally furious I slammed the phone down and made my way back to the bar. Flea turned his head around "Dude where were you?" he asked, when he saw I was upset. "What happened?" I took a big gulp of my beer, then sighed deeply. "I fucked up Beans" i said, holding my head between my palms. "I don't understand, what's going on?" he kept asking. "I... called Mary and then this random girl came up and wanted a blow job and uh Mary heard her on the phone" I told him the whole story and after, he suggested we should go back to the hotel. I had to clarify the situation,there was no chance I'd loose Mary over something that stupid.

Mary's P.O.V
The moment I heard another's girl voice with Tony, I just exploded. I was so mad and crushed, my head couldn't comprehend what just happened. I sat there on my bed, totally petrified. Maybe I was overreacting ,but it was still Tony I was talking about and it was only a matter of time, this would happen. I didn't know what to do, my eyes went for the fridge. So I stood up, opened it and instantly grabbed for a miniature bottle of Jack. While chugging it down, I hated myself for it, but that was classic me. Anything bad happens, I go for alcohol. Went for another one, while I felt the need to smoke. I could of course smoke in here, but I needed fresh air so I pulled my sweater on, put another two bottles in my pockets and my cigarettes and went for the rooftop. I have to add here, that it was pretty unwary of me, to rush out without looking if someone's there. But my mind was a mess, so when I arrived and opened the door , I deeply inhaled the air. Then sat on the edge of the roof on a little wall, my feet dangling. I lit up a cigarette and just stared at the city, it looked so beautiful here, totally different than LA. While smoking nervously and chugging away another bottle, I felt bad man. I felt so cheap and wrecked. Tony probably would search for me and try to talk to me, but I didn't know how to handle it. Deep down I knew, he didn't do anything with that bitch, but my other half was bursting with anger and distrust and doubts. Tears starting to roll down my cheeks now, i didn't hate Tony now, I hated myself.

Anthony's P.O.V
In the taxi on my way back to the hotel, my heart raced like hell and I felt so bad. The thought, that I deeply hurt Mary, crushed me. Flea sensed my anxiety and laid a hand on my shoulder saying "hey man, it's gonna be alright ok?" I just nodded, all I could think of is rushing back and talk to her. As soon as we arrived, I went to my room to call her. Flea meanwhile left me alone. Mary didn't answer the phone, which only meant she wasn't in her room. My intuition told me to check the rooftop. Before I left my room, I had to look if someone's was here, when I was sure I ran down the hall, to the stairs that led to the roof. Totally out of breath I arrived and tear opened the door. There she was sitting, with the back turned to me, smoking a cigarette.
"Mary?" I said, slowly walking towards her. She turned around, her eyes looked puffed. There was no "Tony" in reward, I sat next to her. "Mary,please don't ignore me!" i kept saying, trying to reach for her hand. But she pulled away for a moment, when I saw her hands badly shaking. Then I noticed the empty bottles of Jack, she had been drinking. Her cold site scared me the most. I was used of girlfriends screaming and throwing things after me, but not Mary. After what seemed like ages, she talked. "Tony?" My heart skipped a beat "Yes?" I asked her back. "Did you...did you really fucked this girl?" she said, with a shaky voice. "Mary, I swear to Christ I didn't! This girl came out of nowhere, as I was talking to you and she just said that, cause she knew you were on the phone" She took a deeper breath now "I just...you know, I feel like a burden!" she said. I now took both of her hands and squeezed them gently, trying my hardest to catch her attention, as she was hiding under the hood of her sweater."What? Mary are you serious? What gives you that impression?" i asked her. She kept her head low, then laughed bitter. "Geez look at me, I'm a fucking mess. I have an alcohol problem, no job and i came here, you literally have to pay for everything and hide me in hotel rooms!" as she said that, she broke down in tears. I now hugged her, I hold her as tight as possible. She sobbed, her head buried in my chest. "Mary, please you're not a burden to me. You're the best that could happen to me and I love you so much" i said, kissing her head over and over again. She was shaking in my arms, sniffling and blubbering "I'm so sorry Tony, I'm so fucking sorry" I pressed her head against my chest, my arms still wrapped around her petite back. "Babe, don't be sorry! I have to be sorry for putting you through this whole touring situation" i said. She breathed heavily now and looked up to me. Her pretty face all swollen and her gorgeous brown eyes all puffy. I swiped her tears away with my fingers, while gently stroking her cheeks. A slightly smile appeared on her lips "I love you Tony!" she said, which made my heart flutter. I had to give her a gentle kiss now "You're my girl Mary, I love you endlessly" i said, with our foreheads pressed together. A short silence entered, when she said "But I think I uh have to go back to LA" This left me speechless, I leaned back and just didn't understand the world right now.