SOTUS: I am YOUR Bodyguard!

12. Regret...

Here is another long chapter, the next update will take a while... Enjoy the update (Sorry if I swapped the names Krist/Singto to Arthit/Kongpob, I spent the whole night writing this and it's 7 a.m, I'm not functioning anymore..."

The song is Just cared too much by Ning Huan Yu (The Guardian OST)

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Singto waited in one of the Sangpotirat's car for the gate to be opened. As the big metal gate opened automatically, he didn't drive on the long courtyard of his employer's villa right away but he waited in the car, his hands tightly gripping on the wheel. His cold gaze swapped over the entire villa, the spacious courtyard where more than four big villa could be build on it and then on the whirpool that was few meters away next from the house. Some meters away from the main house, was the big maids' villa that was luxious enough to be envious of the servants living in there too. They didn't only get the chance to serve such powerful big shots like the Sangpotirats but they were allowed to live in luxury while serving them.

All the poor servants working here, were grateful to have the Sangpotirats as their employer. Many people would even want to sell their soul to the devil to grant access to such wealth but here he was, reluctant to enter this house. This villa was more like a house of hell for him. In the villa were living soulless people who saw humans as toys they could play with and get rid of whenever they wanted. Mr. Sangpotirat lived in this house while plotting to kill his beloved Jun, using his own people to hid his murder. After he learned about his employer's secret, he didn't want to step any foot closer to this hell again.

Singto sighed, letting out his frustration, sadness and anger. However, he had to suppress his feelings if he didn't want his intention to get exposed too soon. Because of his intention to kill Mr. Sangpotirat with his own hands, he spent the whole night searching for the evidences to prove his innocence in Mr. Glomgool's murder case. As soon as he found it, he immediately left for the police station and gave his lawyer the evidences he gathered before the deadline. His employer would be found innocent soon and be released from the police's department. I did it just to get him out there to kill him myself... I should be happy to have my revenge soon but why is my heart clenching so tightly? It's hard to breath... He clenched on his collar and pulled on it angrily to loose the collar. Why am I not happy?

„I should be content... I should be...", he screamed angrily while slamming his fists against the steering wheel. His chest was so tighten that his throbbing heart didn't find place to beat properly, his whole body ached for an unknown reason. A sharp sting tightened his heart even more, his hands were shaking heavily.

Singto was a righteous person but he wasn't honest to himself. Who was he to lie to himself? He helped the man out to let him suffer later but he wasn't even sure why he let him return to his beloved son. I just helped him for the sake of my revenge. It's only for my revenge and for nothing else. Not for Krist... Singto continued lying to himself. Of course, he wanted to kill Mr. Sangpotirat but the best revenge would be to take everything away from him one by one, revealing all of his vicious deeds to the whole world. His revenge should end with him taking his most important person away. That person should be Krist! He should had let thim decay in prison, worried about his son whether he was alive or not. However, he changed his plan and helped him to get out of his misery. A picture appeared on his mind, it was an image of Krist, the latter looking at him and showing him his cute dimpled smile that he concealed ever since Jun's death.

The bodyguard fell deep in thought, ignoring the voice of the security guard who stood on the other side behind the gate, calling for him to enter. Mr. Sangpotirat would had get himself out of the prison even if I didn't help him. Sure, that murderer'll never let himself be imprisoned while his son is still targetted by hitmen. He always have trump cards to use to get himself out of difficult situations.Yeah, I just helped him to gain his trust only to betray him at the end. Singto heaved a sight, convincing himself that he only helped him for his own sake. It wasn't for Krist's sake. He didn't do it to see the latter smile happily again. I don't care about that spoiled brat's happiness at all.