how do i start this off?
well uh hello.
i never thought i'd end up writing about you.
but for some reason, i felt like i had to?
you give me warmth in a platonic way and i am grateful to have met you in this lifetime
i dont know how long our friendship will last
because my interest, well - it fades too fast
and i just can't seem to stay in one place
for too long
everything's complex for me but i don't know why but for you it seems so easy?
maybe its the difference in our personalities
you're kind of what i hope for in a boy but
i just don't feel anything romantic for you
which is odd i know ; a lot of people have told me that you're good for me but i've never been one to like what's best for me
i'd like you to know that it'd be my loss and not yours once you're gone because its a chance
i failed to seize but i am making this choice
either way
perhaps, in an alternate universe i would like you the way you want me to like you
but in this universe, that's all that there is please pardon my french but
its all i can offer
i'm really sorry if i'm making you insane
i think i drive everyone into madness
by not really knowing how to act
or always being too blunt
i don't wish to keep you like this
if anything, i want you to keep your sanity
i'll give you some slack and cut myself out
of your life
