a lot of my stories are inspired by so and so or is dedicated to someone but this excerpt/chapter isn't specifically for anybody so i guess in a way, i am speaking to all - all that's associated with me or have associated with me,
this one's
for you.
you're in my present
you're from the past
you're what's to come
there are so many things i want to tell you about and so many things i want to experience with you and i wish we do accomplish great things
friendships or relationships with me
do not have certainty
i am working on fixing that
but i really have no promises
i've refrained from
making promises i can't keep
what about you? are you working on yourself?
in this life, the only certainty is death isn't it?
my closeness with you have degrees
and it varies
but once you have me,
you know you do
i would literally go to the ends of the world for you if i want to
you may be near
or you may be far
but you're in my heart
and on my mind
well truthfully,
i always think of random people
all the time
i am still deciding if that's
a blessing or a curse
bitter or sweet
of course, that depends
i appreciate you as of now and the future
if you're someone of the past
in that period, i appreciated you too
thank you for the time you've spared for me
i hope that all of you
are growing
there's always something to reflect on
everything has so much depth
well, that's my perspective of course
nothing's ever simple for me
if you're growing at your own pace,
that's fine as well
take all the time you need to grow
i hope that each one of you
are coping with what life throws you
you'll make it through
i believe in you
and i am sure many do as well
have faith in yourself
you will seize the day
someday.
i hope that you laugh like there's no tomorrow
i hope you find happiness from within
that you'll radiate it to the people around you
make mistakes and then learn from them
cry your heart out if you need to
fight for what you believe in
here's to hoping for everything in between
from the never-ending talks
to the silences that lingered
maybe a little too long.
from the warmest of smiles
to the saddest of days.
to many more memories with you.
and to the memories i look back on.
all of you make up who i am now.
*if you are simply just a reader and do not know me at all in real life, i still hope that you get to know bits of me through my works and writings. i hope that the chapters make you feel something. probably not in the same way i've felt and experienced it but i hope you really feel involved as well
