Dean

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Dean
How did I feel about dean at this moment?
I have no idea. I mean on the one hand what he did to me was sucky. And he was just using me.  He didn't even care about me. I wonder if he even likes me! But on the other side, I love him. And I am so scared. As much as I'm annoyed and hurt, I can't loose him. I just can't. I care too much. Please don't die. Please.
Within an hour he woke up, their parents said he was asking for me. I had walked down the hall to his room seven times. I just couldn't do it. I just couldn't face him. Finally I just broke down. I collapsed in the hall way sobbing. I drew my knees to my chest and hugged them. Lane walked down and sat next to me. Rory too.
"I can't. I can't face him. I just can't," I spoke.
"You don't have too," Rory spoke.
"Let's get you home," lane smiled.
"Okay," I wiped my tears.
We stood and I walked to my mom. We all left. On the drive home I thought.
"Mom? I don't know what to do," I spoke.
"I know baby. I know," she spoke.
"I just. I like him. But he hurt me so bad. And I just don't know," I spoke.
"It took 9 months to make your heart, don't let someone break it in one minute and don't just go back to him," she kissed my forehead.
"Thanks. MOM THE ROAD!" I giggled.
She swerved back into her lane.

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