You were so into me
When I was broken as fuck
I'm sorry I'm just a starling
I'll never be a duck
I've come so far
Searching for peace within myself
And I doubt I would be there
If it wasn't for your help
Is this where you tell me
I'm just not loving you right
Get tossed aside
Add another stripe
Just another slice of shame
Not even sure why I'm catching this blame
Please don't try to spare me
Because I already know
I'm never worth keeping
So easy to let go
Once again I thought I was done
That I could settle down
Not feel ready to run
Right back into the dark
Feeling the pain return to my heart
I may have figured out
This particular part of the hurt
It's my soul telling me
That I have no worth
When will I be told to get my things
And hit the road
I don't even know
If I would grab any of my clothes
I can't believe it's happening again
I am meant to lose
No way I'll ever win
This heart hurts so much
And it's not even mine
I handed it over
It has been reassigned
When it comes time that you ask me to go
There is one thing for sure I know
It will be my end
I will never mend
I will remain walking this earth
Until it's my time to meet the dirt
I'll continue my walk
Completely solo
There will be no encore
Once you tell me to go
For there will be no heart in my chest
And for you my love I gave you my best
I've tried harder
Than I ever have before
Everything about you
I completely adore
And I know that wasn't near enough
I didn't want to make anything rough
I could only love you
With the truest of me
Show you all the good
That I thought I could be
I'm so sorry that I let you down
I guess I really do deserve a crown
I am the queen of shit
I don't blame you
For wanting to quit
