What do you do
When you want to write
But there doesn't seem to be
A single word in sight
To begin to explain what you're thinking
All you know
Is you're sinking
Feeling so far
Under the dirt
The only feeling
You know is hurt
How do you continue
To fight
Where there are just no signs
Of a light
How do you stop
From giving in
When there's no clue
Where to even begin
I'm so beyond lost
I've fought at all cost
But I'm tired
I'm broken inside
I only want to run
And hide
There's no counting
These tears I've cried
I try to smile
Pretend that all is fine
Waiting every day
For some kind of sign
Hoping that someday
This will all change
But so far
Nothing has changed
Not for the better
Only for the worst
My whole world
Is about to burst
Into flames
Burning like hell
I just want to go back
To when no one could tell
That there's insane amount
Of shit in my head
Anyone else
Would already be dead
And I think
My time is coming to fly
Because I'm just an empty shell
I am going to die
