I'm honestly not sure what to do
I don't even have anything to offer you
I'm so completely lost in this place
Very aware I'm just occupying space
You have so many things on your mind
It's not fair for you to deal with my kind
I'm not absolutely sure what we even are
I'm just some chick who has a car
There's really not much more to me
Maybe I should just let you be
But not really certain that I should
I want to ask you questions
I wish that I could
But I have this feeling
It'll just make things worse
And there again, appears my curse
Of being so confused and utterly clueless
As always, proving that I'm worthless
I'm not sure that I'll ever know
What I am here for
Where am I supposed to go
I have no idea
Where I fit in
Do I even belong
Where do I begin
Why do I have so many questions
That I'm too afraid to say
Holding onto the hope
That they will all be answered some day
I'm just not sure what to do
How could I possibly be good for you
Highly aware I'm mostly in the way
I just want to know
Why exactly you want me to stay
I know that I'm not needed in any drastic way
I've never been the key to survival any other day
I don't understand why you searched and found me
Especially knowing these emotions that surround me
I seem to be just a constant pain
On the verge of driving you insane
I'm totally lost In a world I cannot define
Can't see why anyone would waste their time
On such a backwards kind of girl
With fucked up feelings about everything in the world
I've always just wanted to be something good
And sometimes, I think maybe I could
But I'm not even sure where to fucking start
Have I even slightly touched your heart
Is it easier when I'm just silent and stay
Am I supposed to be responding another way
I am just so fucking lost
Don't even know the ending cost
Unsure of the amount of time or pain
I wonder if this will all be in vain
Why has it become so difficult
Just to say how I feel
Why does it have to be such a big fucking deal
Fuck, Did you know all of this from the very start
I should never involve my heart
That's when it all seems to go wrong
No one wants a tag along
Not worth trying to make sense of it all
So now I go back to the start
Rerunning everything back through my mind
Trying so hard to see
Struggling not to go all the way blind
Completely unsure of what I should do
I'm just not sure how I could make it better for you
