The Winchester's Girl

Chapter 39: Commitment

"Amanda-"

"No Dean, just drop it." I say making my way outside to get some fresh air.

Other pov:

"Dean are you okay?" Sam questions softly to his older obviously hurt brother.

"Actually Sam I'm not, I don't understand why she has to hide everything from me. I'm not all that bad, she can trust me. Yet she doesn't." Dean thinks aloud with saddened eyes.

"Dean I don't think it's that she doesn't trust you, but it maybe the fact that she doesn't want you to think that what she's doing is stupid since she clearly thinks it is herself. I mean Dean she also hasn't had many people she can actually trust before." Sam tries to reason with his brother.

"But what could it be that's so important yet so stupid?" Dean contemplates in his own mind the possibilities.

"That I'm unsure of, but Dean what did she mean by saying you aren't together?" Sam questions curious.

"I never asked her to be my girl. After all this time." Dean admits hanging his head low.

"So why don't you now?"

"Are you kidding Sam!? She'd reject me."

"Dean that girl loves you, if she didn't she wouldn't stick around even after everything." Sam says in a confident tone of voice.

"I don't know Sammy." Dean says looking down in deep thought.

"Well I do and you need to ask the girl out! Making commitment to her will make her feel more like she can tell you anything. Dean I think she's afraid of the same thing you are."

"And What is that?" Dean questions sarcastically.

"She's afraid that you will leave her and you her."

Amanda's pov:

I walk over to my car and take a seat on the hood thinking about everything that I said to Dean.

He must think I really don't trust him. But that's not it. I just.. I don't want to look foolish in front of him. He would never understand, neither would Sam.

I get pulled from my thoughts when my phone starts ringing. I take it from my pocket and answer the call without looking to see who was calling.

"Hello?"

"Hey there Amanda." I hear a cold familiar voice croak through the phone.

"How the hell did you get my number?"

"Oh Amanda I'm everywhere." He chuckles darkly.

"What the hell do you want from me?!" I raise my voice slightly in anger.

"To help you my dear."

"How could you help me?"

"Your looking for dear old daddy are you not?"

"So what if I am?"

"Aggressive are you! Look I can help you find him."

"Yeah, and at what cost?"

"None. No cost."

"I don't want your help I can do it on my own."

"But I could tell you where he is."

"Why do you care about this?"

"I don't I just thought I could help."

"Why help me?"

"I'm not always evil okay! Just let me be nice this one time!"

"Take your help and shove it up your ass!"  I say before ending the call.

I sigh in frustration just before my phone goes off showing a new text message from unknown.

It's an address? This must be a trap. It has to be. Why would he just help me willingly without getting anything back from me?

I walk back inside the bunker heading straight to my room. Once in, I shut the door behind me not realizing that Dean was lying on the bed until I turn around to face him.

Immediately feeling bad for what I said before I apologize looking deep into the green eyes I've learned to love.

"Dean I'm sorry if I hurt you."

"Amanda come here." He says softly, patting a spot beside him.

I make my way over and lay beside him

"Amanda I want you to know that I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. I love you Amanda." He pauses to look down at me noticing that I'm cuddled into him my head lying softly on his chest.

"I know haven't been ready to commit before, but I've been ready too ever since I've met you. Amanda will you do me the pleasure of being my girlfriend?" He questions with hopeful eyes as he stares down at me waiting excitedly for my answer.

"Of course I will Dean." I say turning around to face him.

Making the first move I lean in, placing my soft pink lips on his and he then takes control of the passionate kiss. I feel the familiar fireworks, but this time they are so much more than ever before.

"I love you Dean Winchester." I say smiling up at him as our eyes dance together in the dim light.

"I love you Amanda."

"Dean, I may need a favor."

"What's up?" He questions looking down at me with a small smile.

"I might need you and Sam as back up on this hunt. It's a bit sketchy, but all I need is for you to be around incase things go bad. I doubt they will, but I may need you guys if things go south."

"Okay you need to tell me what we might have to kill, so we can be prepared."

"Demons, and maybe Lucifer."

"Lucifer?" He questions in disbelief.

"Yeah, hopefully he won't be there, but it is a possibility." I say doubting myself for even asking for his help.

"Okay." Dean says agreeing to help.

"Thank you Dean, I'm sorry I had to pull you into this, but I don't know who else could help."

"No babe, don't be sorry. I'm glad you are telling me things now."

"Dean I'm so thankful for you." I say hugging him tightly.