Cancerous [ NovaHD Fanfic ]

Chapter T h i r t e e n - The End

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- A l e k s POV -

I was standing in the spot where James took me the day before he had surgery. This was his place and he made it our place. I wished so badly that he was here with me now. I wished that he was holding my hand and we were watching the view. The wind blowing against our bodies, slightly pushing us.

Instead, I was standing on the edge of this cliff alone, looking out towards the sky. My hand was cold and it was only my body that was getting pushed. The clouds were scattered across the sky as the sun was starting to fall and the moon was starting to come up. This was probably the hundredth time I had came here. I come to this spot whenever I miss him, whenever I want to see James. When I'm here, standing upon this mountain, I feel like he's with me. Even though I can't feel his warmth against the side of my body, I can't feel his hand squeeze mine, and I can't look over at him whenever I feel like it...

I knew he was there with me. I knew he was watching over me. 

It's been two months since James died. I crumbled into a gazillion pieces when the doctors told me that there was nothing more they could do. I was in denial and so was everyone else. In the end, I realized that he was gone and there was nothing I could do about it. 

If only I could kiss him once more, if only I could hear those three words come from his mouth once more...if only I could see that sweet face of his. 

One day, I will be able to. One day, I will be back with him.

I love you, James. Forever and always. 

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