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11/18/18
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I'm not fragile

I am not weak

She tells herself.

A mantra repeated

Not to be believed in,

But to give her a sense

A feeling of control

Control over the chaos she calls her life.

I'm not fragile

I am not weak

She is silent,

But her mind is screaming.

She wants to be strong.

She will be strong.

I'm not fragile

I am not weak

She is crying now

Silver rivers streaming down her cheeks

I'm not fragile

I am not weak

She feels lost

She is slipping away.

I'm not fragile

I am not weak

She wants to shatter.

Then another voice fills her head.

She is horrified as malicious laughter

Trills with delight

Oh sweetheart,

I've seen

Even broken glass put up a harder fight.

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