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11/11/18
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Green.

They say it's rare to meet people with green eyes.

But deep within

What we call our hearts

There are green eyed monsters living lies.

They hiss and spit

When they see

Things they want but can't have.

They tighten their claws into our chests

When they see someone

Someone else

Having what they desire.

They whisper in our ears

And we have to smile because we are

Feeding the fire

Feeding the void

Of what we wanted

With thoughts so dire.

"You deserve the role! I'm happy for you!"

You stole that spotlight from me you bitch

"You guys look great together!"

I loved her first how dare you fall for her

"I always knew you were going to be the valedictorian! Congrats!"

You must have cheated I'm the one who should be giving the valedictory speech this graduation

We cannot speak because

They speak for us.

We cannot stop them

From sinking their teeth

Sharp needle teeth

Into our thoughts,

Spreading their venom

Making us think

We are not content.

All of us have flashing eyes

Flashing eyes of green

When we let our

Guard down,

When we feed our insecurities.

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