"He can't mess with your feelings like that dyl," Devyn said over the phone. "Well he can, and did" I sniffed. "Are you wearing the sweatshirt?" She asked. I looked down at the green day sweatshirt. "Um..........no" I said. "Dylan! You so are. That's not gonna help you get over him" She sighed. "I can't help it! it's like waving a bone in front of a dogs face.Do you expect him not to take it?" I asked.
"Not if the dog knows the bone will make it sick" She said. "Maybe the dog wants to get sick" I frowned. "Dylan, your not helping yourself" She sighed. "Should i call him?" I asked. "I think you need to" She said "Tell him not to play with your feelings like that" She said. "Okay talk to you later" I said hanging up.
I stared at Ashton's contact name for a second deciding if I really wanted to call him or not. I finally clicked on his name. It rang & rang & rang till it rang out. Until I heard his voicemail. "Hey guys it's ash um-STOP!" he yelled to someone laughing. "It's Dylan too!" I heard my voice say laughing taking over the phone. "Call ash back later" I laughed "Give me my phone back!" I heard him say in the background. "Bye!" I yelled into the phone.
"leave your message after the beep" the audio-mated voice said. I hung up before i could leave a message. I found myself tearing up from the audio i just listened to. I figured it wasn't meant to be since he didn't answer. I got up then i heard my phone start to ring. My eyes went wide as I raced back to my phone. The contact name read ashton.
I hestitantly swiped to answer. "Dylan?" He said with raspy voice. "I'm sorry did i wake you up?" I asked softly which I don't know why i was being sweet i was suppose to yell at him for playing with my feelings. "Well It's 2 in the morning" he said. "Is that late for you? you're usually at band practice" I said. "Well i-"
"Ash? Who's on the phone?" I heard a chirpy girl say.
My face dropped. "Uh n-no one, I'll be back in a second" I heard him get up. Tears welded up in my eyes. "Sorry about that i-"
"Ashton fletcher Irwin i'd never thought you turn into the person you've become, never ever talk to me again" I screamed and hung up. Tears flowed down my face. I don't even think I knew the person i was on the phone with. He'd never have a one night stand, not a chance in hell. Things are so different now.
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It was around 3am and i was sitting on my couch with tears stained cheeks. After hours of crying i was numb. I heard pounding at my door. I turned my head slowly. "Dylan! Please i know your in there let me explain" I heard ashton yell through the door. I got up and went to the door. "Ashton please leave me alone" I said quietly through the door. "Please let me talk to you" He said. My hand reached for the handle and opened it slowly.
"Dylan" he said. "I thought i told you never to speak to me again" I snapped. "I'm sorry i just-"
"I'd never think that you'd stoop so low ashton, honestly" I said feeling tears brimming at my eyes. He didn't say anything. "What happened to the guy who said they would wait on the girl? Who would d it when she was ready? What happened to the guy who thought it was special?" I asked feeling more hurt then ever.
"I do think it's special!" He argued. "Clearly not! you had a random ass girl in your bed!" I yelled. He looked down. "You think its easy?" He asked "Living without you? Being without someone to hold! I'm lonely Dylan! i don't know what you want from me" He yelled.
Tears started falling from my face. "and how dare you. Play with my feelings by giving me that box. You want me to just run back into your arms" I said. "I just wanted to say goodbye" He frowned. I walked up to him & hugged him. "Goodbye ashton" I said quietly.
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I woke up the next morning & looked around "Was that a dream?" I asked myself. I grabbed my phone & saw about 100 apology texts from ash. "Not a dream" I sighed. I scrolled through the messages..
Ashton 5:04 am
I'm sorry i'll never do it again, please forgive me
"haven't heard that on before" I said to myself
Ashton 5:04am
please let me make this up to you.
Ashton 5:07am
I'm sorry i need you in my life
Ashton 5:12am
please answer these dyl
Ashton 5:15am
i'm miss you
Ashton 5:30am
i'm sorry i love you
I need to talk to someone about this. I called Dylan. No answer. I sighed. I called Colby. No answer. My eyes started to water. Then i came across Jake's contact name. Did i want to pour my heart out to Jake about all the shit that just happened. No, Dylan he has a girlfriend he doesn't need your problems dragging you down.
I threw my phone on my bed & then heard ringing. I picked it up, I accidentally pressed call Jake when i threw it. "H-hello?" I heard Jake answer. "Hey Jake-um" I started
"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" He asked.
"I-I uh" I mumbled. "I'll be over in 10 minutes" he said & then hung up.
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There was knocking at my door. I quickly got up and opened it. Jake embraced me in a hug. I started crying on his shoulder. "Hey hey, shhh, it'll be ok" he said rubbing my back. "You're ok dyl, it's ok I'm here" he said not letting go. "I'll always be here" he said.
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Fanfiction-Dylan and Jake have been broken up for 2 years now and she has lost connection with Jake and everyone in the house. Dylan has a boyfriend named Ashton but what happened when Dylan sees Jake in a club across the room for the first time in 2 years? s...
