My video actually did well, I don't know how but it did and now I have about 700,000 subscribers and 3.5 million views which is good based off of my amount subscribers.
It's been about 3 months since I posted that video with Draymond and I'm still getting comments about how we should be a couple. They don't know that I been friends with his goofy ass for too long to actually be anything more than friends. He's helping me with some baby stuff when Cleo can't and he's basically acting more like a dad than Jahseh...who still doesn't know about the baby so it's not like I can blame him. The only person I have to blame is myself for not being able to just fucking tell him. We haven't talked since the argument and I never really expected us too seeing as about a week later there were pictures of him and another girl and they looked happy so why bother, he's happy and doesn't need this shit so why put him through it?
I have an appointment today to check up on the baby and Cleo is taking me today, Dray asked if he could come but I thought Cleo would get mad because it should be Jahseh coming along because I should've told him by now.
"You know Jahseh would be a great father," Cleo says.
"I know," I say smiling remembering how good he was with kids.
"Ultimately it's your choice and I'm not gonna push it but you really should tell him," she says.
"I know," I sigh.
"I just don't know when it would be a good time to, he looks so happy with that other girl and I don't wanna fuck shit up for him," I say sadly.
"Oh honey, they're just friends," she informs me.
"Damn sure doesn't look like it," I laugh bitterly. Damn, I'm fucking jealous.
"Just believe me, he can't be in a serious relationship if it's not with you, he just can't love anyone in the way he loves you. He may pretend he doesn't love you but don't let it fool you, there's still a look of love in his eyes when anyone talks about you or when he sees a picture of you, but there's also a look of hurt too. But I think it just hurts that you're not there with him, I think the thought of you not wanting him hurts him," she says.
"I fucked up. I shouldn't have made such a big deal about shit," I sigh.
As I say that we reach the pregnancy clinic and we're running a little late already so we get taken in a soon as I sign in.
"Lay down for me please," the lady says motioning to the chair.
I do as told and lift up my shirt and she starts to apply the cold gel.
"So the baby looks about 8 months, an I correct?" She asks.
I nod my head.
"Can we know the sex of the baby?" I ask out of nowhere. When we originally were asked if we wanted to know I said I didn't want to know but I don't even care to be surprised right now.
"You are having a baby boy," she says making me smile.
"I was right," Cleo says making me laugh.
"Now let's listen to the heart beat," she says.
All of a sudden we hear the heart beat and I just feel so happy hearing it. You can tell Cleo feels the same way by the big smile on her face.
"Well the baby looks healthy, had a nice and strong heart beat, and seems to be due the..."she looks down at paper work," 28th of January."
"Well, I'll see you next month," she says taking the gel off of my stomach.
"Bye," I say getting up from the chair.
Me and Cleo leave happily after checking out.
"Just tell him at some time please," she begs before I get out of the car to get into my house.
"I will," I say not knowing if it's a lie or not.
"Ski? Draymond?" I ask not knowing if either were over. They both just pop in whenever they feel like it and eat all my food then dip.
"Yeah?" I hear Ski yell.
"Guess what?" I ask before walking in on him eating my pasta.
"I would run and tackle you for that but this pregnant bitch don't do that running type shit, plus you're saving me from a lot of heart burn right now," I say.
"So what did you wanna tell me?" He asks.
"I'm having a boy!" I yell.
"Damnit," he mutters.
"What?" I ask confused.
"I had a bet with Cleo and I said it would be a girl," he pouts.
I just shrug while taking his fork and eating the pasta.
"Hey!" He yells.
"It was mine in the first place dumbass," I say shrugging.
All of a sudden Dray walks in yelling "I lost the bet?" He asks.
"How many of y'all was in on that bet?" I ask laughing.
"Me, Cleo, him, and Bryant," Ski says.
"Oh damn," I say.
"Who won?" I ask.
"Cleo and Bryant," Draymond answers rolling his eyes.
"How did y'all even meet?" I ask.
"Remember she came over to your house when we were there because you had to go to an appointment and she wanted to come," Ski says refreshing my memory.
All of a sudden the front door busts open.
"PAY THE FUCK UP!" I hear Bryant yell while walking into the living room.
"God damnit," Ski says while taking out his wallet.
He pulls out a 50.
"$50?" I ask.
"I got cocky," he says.
"Of course you did," I say rolling my eyes.
"When's the due date?" Bryant asks while counting the money.
"January 28th," I answer.
"Give me my money," Dray says.
"How many bets did y'all make?" I ask confused as Ski and Bryant give him money.
"Three, gender, due date, and date of birth," Bryant says.
"Y'all just profiting off my baby," I say rolling my eyes.
All of a sudden Cleo walks in.
"Y'all thought I wouldn't know where you are? Pay up," she says holding her hand out.
The boys all sigh and hand her money.
"Pay up Cleo," Dray says holding his hand out because he won the due date.
"I'm the grandmother, I don't have to pay nothing," she says.
"Nope, we all agreed to the bet, we all gotta pay," Ski says.
"Fine," she says glaring and hands over the money.
"Well now that you guys are done with your little betting circle, do any of you wanna go out to dinner cause I'm pregnant and hungry," I offer.
The boys all run into the car as soon as they hear the word food leaving me and Cleo to laugh.
(This chapter is very boring, I know. But I swear the next chapter will be more interesting)
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