First Love - Bigbang Daesung (Complete)

IV - If only

Barclays Center

8:00 pm

"OMG!!!! Too many people...all nationalities are here. Its really a jampacked!!! Wow as in Wow!!!" - Tiffany shouted

"Yeah!! Really amazing!! Eventhough I dont understand Korean..Girls..Im so so excited!!I want to see Top...grrrrrrr!!!" - Sophia bawled.

"The crowd is so energetic. Astounding people!!!Seeing them singing and dancing while waiting for the concert to start." - Lars added

"Yeah right!!" - I murmured

"Are you alright Steph?" - Lars asked me curiously

" Im fine " - I replied

" I know you Steph, even you are not telling anything I know whats on your mind.. I dont need to ask! I really know you Stephanie Lee" - Lars just glared at me.

I really dont know what Im feeling right now honestly. Im really nervous at this moment, thinking I will meet him 5 hours from now.

Have a deep breath Steph, its okay!! Act naturally as possible!! You are Stephanie Lee anyway.. there are no such things that you cannot do!! --- encouraging myself in silence.

Loud sounds started, prompting that the concert is about to start.

Im in awe watching their opening video. It is undeniably made with perfection. I cannot imagine that these are the boys whom I played, talked, laughed and ate together before.

I cannot fathom the new Daesung I am seeing right now in the middle of the stage. Im totally speechless..

Its really different watching their DVD concerts compare to live one..

He is entirely different Daesung whom I used to know...

The one I used to love...

And the man Im still inlove with...

- I smiled bitterly to myself

Im so proud of him..my heart is really happy.

I am delighted that he had achieved everything.. what he is and who he is now..

Im very satisfied.

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Bigbang is known for their lively, energetic and powerful performances. And they have showed and proved this night.

A breathtaking and an incredible concert, a very successful event.

Everyone had enjoyed the night.

After the concert, we decided to go to the nearest diner and have our late dinner.

"Steph I cannot believe them..Im still in shock" - Lars howled at me

I was surprised to her.

"What you mean Lars " - Sophia asked.

"Bigbang members are our friends before back in Korea...
Daesung is actually a close friend of Steph" - Lars answered while gazing at me.

"Oh really, why you guys dont tell us since then? You guys are unbelievable." - Tiffany babbled to us irritably.

Lars and I look each other in eye and start laughing.

We are busy talking with each other, having some wine when I feel that my phone vibrates..

******* 1 new message received

Daesung:

Im here now in Oak club.We just arrive.

Where are you?