First Love - Bigbang Daesung (Complete)

XXII - Teardrops

Its been 2 weeks...

I asked myself if we are still together or not. Im a type of person that I want an answer right  away but this question kept lying for long.

Honestly, Im afraid to ask him and Im scared to know the answers.

Im uncertain where this relationship will go.

I still went to Parallel beach to surf last week, somehow it gave me some relief and happiness.

Bigbang was everywhere now. You can see their pictures and hear their songs all over in Korea. Their album was a massive success and their songs were well-loved by all.

Im happy that all their hardwork have been paid off. Daesung seems well upon watching their interview over the weekend. He looked radiant and at ease.

I didnt tell my parents anything about our situation for now.
Emma somehow noticed, as she was asking me why Daesung was not contacting her  anymore.
I need to act that I am okay especially for Lars. She is getting married within 3 days.
I need to show that Im really happy.
I am literally happy for her because she will be getting married with the one she loves.

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Yoido Gospel Church, Seoul

I am crying seeing Lars in her long  bridal white dress. We've been together for 16 years and we have dreamed & strived together in achieving our goals.
I am very glad that she had already got her one dream in life, to be a wife of Sol.

These were all tears of joy.

Lee:
You want tissue?

Steph:
Ohh hi!! Why are you here?

Lee:
Sol is my top employee, so Im here.

Steph:
Really...haha!! Lara is my bestfriend.

Lee: I knew. You always mentioned her name when we were talking before.

Steph:
Hahaha

Lee:
Good you are laughing now. Look at you, your eyes are reddish.

Steph:
Are you going in the reception?

Lee:
Yes, I will see you there. Dont cry okay!

Im happy also that I have met again our friends from middle school years.
Its good to see Mia and Carol after a long time.We planned to meet again for catching up.

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The Westin Chosun Hotel

"Steph, can you call Daesung where are they now?" - Nix asked suddenly

"Im busy Nix, I dont know either" - I replied

"Have you fought again?Well, it shows in your face. Just tell me everything after this okay" - she told

Nix just came back from New York  yesterday and made sure that she was present for Lars wedding.

Daesung and I planned that we will come together in the wedding.  He even blocked this day in his schedules.I believed other Bigbang members will come as well, Lars personally invited them.
I remembered Daesung was so excited coz he wanted to see some of his friends, our classmates in middle school years.

I dont know if they will come. But after talking with Nix, theres a big chance that these men will come.

Lee sat in our table along with some of his staffs, I believe they were all colleagues of Sol.

The program already started.

Emcee had called me to give my maid of honor speech:

Well, Congrats to my ever dearest bestfriend Lara. And Goodluck to Sol.Hehe!!