First Love - Bigbang Daesung (Complete)

XVIII - Still You

Upon reaching Yangyang area, I told Hyung Jing to better book a room in Naksan Beach Hotel as well.

I dont know what will happen once Steph and I will see each other again.

I am excited and worried at the same time.

I have readied my face for her slap. I will do everything in order for her to forgive me this night and I will not leave Yangyang unless we are not fine.

My fingers were trembling while pressing the doorbell of her room.

Then, I saw her dozy, fresh and innocent face.

Without any hesitations, I kissed her lips and closed the door immediately.

My thoughts came back when she moaned.

I stopped and looked at her face, then I just cried.

I really miss her a lot.

I love Stephanie very much.

We are both lying now in the bed naked with a blanket on. I still cant imagine that I had made love with her again.

Im just looking at her bared face.

"I ! - I said while kissing her forehead

"Love!" - while kissing her nose

"You!" - while kissing her lips.

Steph just smile at me.

"Sorry babe..Im really really sorry!! - I continued

"Its not my intention to hurt you. I know Im wrong that I didnt tell you everything first.
I am not thinking beforehand what you will feel for my actions. I became careless and irresponsible.

"Im really really sorry babe" - I stated

Steph is just listening.

"Kasumi is actually happy that Im in a relationship now. And she admitted to me also that she is secretly dating an actor.
I am happy for her as well." - I told

"Do you still have something more to confess Daesung? - Steph suddenly asked

"About what? - I answered

"Anything in the past." - she said

"Uhhhmm...... - hesitantly, I uttered

"Do I really need to tell babe? - I asked again.

She just look at me blankly.

"Uhmmm...well...ahhhhh
Ahhhhh..

I used to like Tiffany from Girls Generation before, year 2007. Same time BB and GG had debuted so all of us were good friends. We became constant textmates for few months, then stop because we both got busy. I didnt tell you that time coz I dont know if okay to tell that Im just liking someone.

I and Kim Ji won became good friends after filming Whats Up. Till now we are still good friends and we are still seeing each other with other casts if all are free. I liked her when we were filming the show but not to the point that I want her to be my girlfriend then.
Ji won is such a nice, sweet and friendly person.You will like her also.

Then, Kasumi.

"Anything else? - She queried

"Uhmmm... some YG dancers babe..
Its just for convenience type of thing" - I answered

"For sex!" - Steph stated

"Ahhhh kinda!!" - hesitantly, I said

Im really sweating while telling all these things to her.Im quite tensed the way she was looking at me and afraid that she might be angry again.