Loving Is Easy {Fitz}

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{Noel's POV:}

Editing my video that I recorded a couple weeks ago with the boys and Raven. From that day and now, Cameron and I have been talking on Skype, text messages, Discord, twitter, and instagram. I've been developing feelings for him, I just feel like I can talk about anything with him and Cam just makes me all giddy and all school girly like.

He's literally on my mind, twenty-four-seven. Ugh, I hate him for it. I've also talked with my Mom about him and with Raven as well. Raven was all giddy about it, she said, and I quote, "Aw my little babies are growing up so fast", end quote.

Mom was a little bit eh about it but shes happy that I have my eye on someone. I haven't told my father and Connor about Cameron yet because they're a little bit protective of me, which I get but it's annoying at times.

Getting out of my thoughts, I pulled out my phone and dialed Raven's number. "Hey, what's up?" Raven answered, "Hey. I don't know what to do with my feelings with Cameron." I told her. Raven chuckled, "Act on those feelings, Nova."

"I'm scared to act on my feelings. I'm not good at talking about them, and I don't know what to tell him if I do." "Okok, I'm leaving shortly for an doctors appointment, we're going to Manhattan for it. So after the appointment we can come and pick you up and you and I can talk. If that's okay?"

"Yeah it's okay." "If Nova's coming over, I can go get her so she doesn't have to wait." I heard Jace say. "Tell Jace yeah sure." "Yeah sure." Raven told Jace. "Jace is on her way." "Alright, Thank you Raven." "Hey, no problem."

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"Hey, get your ass in." Jace smirked as I walked down the stairs of the apartment, "Hey fuck off." I joked as I got in the passenger seat. "I will never fuck off." Jace said as she started the car, "So tell about this crush on Cameron aka Fitzy." She looked over at me before looking back at the road.

"Well it literally started first by watching his videos before I talked to him. But then it kinda grew after the discord-recording session, then we've talked a lot on discord, Skype, basically any social media messaging things. Cam is just.. A good guy." I told her with a smile on my face. "But?"

"But I don't really want to talk to him about my feelings because I don't want to get hurt." "Well you never know what Cameron is going to say. I know it's scary to tell someone that you like them, but at least you know that they love you whatever way they respond." Jace said.

"Yeah but... I'm scared of what the other outcome might be." I sighed. Jace smiled softly as she reached her hand and patted my shoulder, "Pat pat."

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"Welcome to the O'Connors slash Matthews household." Jace said as she opened the front door for me, "Are you this weird?" I asked with a laugh as she bowed. "Yeah I am. Raven gets annoyed by it because the house next to hers is mine." Jace smirked. "That must be nice living by your best friend slash sister." "Yeah til I get kicked out for being loud." Jace pouted, "It's okay." I laughed as I patted the top of her head.

I followed Jace to the kitchen after taking off my jacket and shoes. "Noel, meet my fiance Alex, Alex meet Noel. And then this is Marco. Marco, Noel." Jace introduced us, "Hello am Noel." I waved.

"How do you know Jace?" Marco asked, "I recorded some games with Raven and the guys. Jace popped in the discord call." I told the two. "That's fun." "Nova, do you want anything to eat or drink?" Jace asked, "Uhh cookies and coffee?" "Sure. How do you like your coffee?" "Cream or milk and four sugar." I shrugged. "You're like Raven, oh my god. Are you sure that you're her sister?"

I laughed, "I'm sure I'm not Raven's sister." Jace and I sat down at the kitchen table as the four of us talked about life, work and other stuff.

"We're home bitches!" Emerson said as Raven and her walked through the front door, "Woo! What's the sex of the baby?" I asked with a smile, "Not telling you yet. Gotta wait for the gender reveal party in two weeks." Raven said. "Ah crap I'm not going to be here." I pouted, "Where are you going?" Alex asked. "I'm going to be spending Christmas with my mom in Los Angeles."

"I'll text you it later, so these fucks don't hear." Raven winked at me, "So tell me about what's going on with you and Cameron." She sat down across from me and same with Emerson. "I have no idea, I want to act on my feelings but I'm not good telling guys that I like them. I'm scared to get shot down when I tell him, and I like talking with him and I don't want that to end." I told Raven, wrapping my hands around the coffee mug.

"Nova, I'm going to tell you something that might actually make you want to tell him. Cameron really likes you. I'm not lying, whenever he gets off discord with you, he calls me and just talks about you all the time." Raven told me. "Really?" "Yes. He won't shut up about you but it's adorable the way he does it." Emerson added with a smile.

"How do I tell him though?" "Straight out with the truth." Alex said. "Yeah but like how? I'm not great at talking with guys I like. I'm socially awkward."

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I walked in my apartment after Jace dropped me off. Dad and Connor weren't home yet so I went to my room after grabbing a drink from the fridge. I logged on Skype seeing if Cam was on, which he was and had spammed my messages. I clicked on 'Video Call' and waited for him to answer. He did after a few seconds.

"Hey honey bunches of oats." Cam answered with a smile, "Hey sweet cheeks." I said with a little smile. "What's wrong, are you okay?" He asked, "Yeah I'm okay. I just need to tell you something.." I trailed off. "Okay. I'm listening."

"So I don't really know how the fuck to do this or to say this. I really like you and this sounds so fucking cliche but fuck dude, you make me happy. And I don't know what else to say other than I like you." I told him.

"Please say something, because this is really nerve racking." I said after a few minutes. "Honestly I'd never thought you'd ever say it. I figured it out because of how you act." Cam said.

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a/n: yeah. it's short because wriTERS BLOCK IS A CUNT