MY HEART

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"Oh Lenny keep fucking me!!!", Sabrina screams.

I urge her to keep it quiet because our son is sleep in the other room. I continue to fuck her with one of her legs across my shoulder and the other on the bed.

"This my pussy baby?", I asked.

"It's all yours Lenny just don't stop!"

She grabs the back of my neck and forces me deeper into her. I then feel like I am about to bust but I want her to get to her climax as well. I am sweating and putting in work. Sabrina is underneath me with her big breasts out and looking sexy as fuck. I then see her eyes roll back and toes began to curl on my shoulder and know she is about to cum. I continue to beat the pussy up until she finally wets up the sheets. I then explode on top of her in my condom and collapse on her.

"My damn knees are weak baby", Sabrina says as she gets up to go to the bathroom. I just lay on the bed dick out feeling a sense of accomplishment. Me and my heart have been together 2 years and we have a wonderful son together. We have had our issues but so does every couple. I think I am ready to settle down with her. I have even been searching for engagement rings.

I get dressed and check in my son in the other room. He is still knocked out and looks so innocent even though he is terrible and is into everything when he is awake but I still love him. I go into the kitchen and grab some water and an apple. I felt like I had just put in a few hours at the gym. I sit down and watch some TV and then I hear Sabrina come out the room.

"You want me to make you some lunch before your shift today?", she asked.

"I would love that", I said kissing her.

She prepared me some sandwiches and some chips. I went to the bathroom and showered. I came out the bathroom to see that Sabrina had ironed my uniform. I really was dreading going to work but I have to make that money. I got in the car and about 15 minutes later arrived at my job. Some of the employees were already coming up to me with some negative things that happened before I got there today. I just did not feel like hearing any of this right now. I go through the rest of my shift with little to no stress.  I got in my car and drove home.

As I pulled up to our apartment complex I saw that it was just past midnight. I just got to the door and heard the TV was on. Sabrina must still be up. I opened the living room door expecting to see her there but she wasn't. I then checked the bedroom and she was not there. I checked my son's room and saw that he was up playing with one of his toys. I grabbed him and went to continue to see where Sabrina was. I got to the bathroom door and opened it and saw Sabrina sniffing a line of coke. She looked up at me surprised.

"I thought you were done with this shit Sabrina!" I yelled as I took the rest of her supply from her.

"Baby give that back I only need it every once in a while", she said.

I looked at her disappointed. When we first met I had no idea about her coke use until about 6 months into our relationship when I was already in love. She stopped using completely while she was pregnant with our son but had began using again a little after his birth. I had threatened to leave her before if she did not stop but she knew I wouldn't. Her and my son are my heart and I just want a happy family. I have offered to help her into treatment and she would agree to go then claim that she could handle this issue herself.

"It makes life so much better baby", she said grabbing onto my shirt.

"How many times does our son have to see you like this in order for you to get it together?", I asked.

"Relax baby. He won't even remember this when he gets older and I am clean."

"Sabrina I want you to clean yourself up, flush that shit down the toilet and then come to the living room."

Sabrina looked at me dazed but seemed to understand. I left the bathroom and heard water running. I waited for her to come to the living room.

"You need to relax Lenny, I got this under control."

"Sabrina you have been testing my patience for far too long. Having that stuff in my house could possibly get our child taken away from us . You have to get clean like now. Tomorrow morning you will call that center up and get assessed so they can find out your needs and treatment plan for you. I love you and I love our family but I will not stand here and let you continue to use coke."

She seemed to understand the seriousness of the conversation. Some tears fell from her eyes and I wiped them, grabbed her tight and kissed her.

"We can get through this Sabrina but you have to make an effort to get this help."

Sabrina was putting a strain on us. She has lost her job about 3 months ago when they did a random drug screen at her job and she failed. I was paying all the bills and working overtime to keep up the household. She told me that she would look for work but had not been making much of an effort. I want her to get some help first and then get back on her feet to be able to help pay these bills. I know she can be a great mother. Even during her time of using she still does a good job help raising our son.

I continue to hold her while my son is on the other side of us watching a family movie. I am about to go to sleep when I hear a vibration coming from the coffee table. I then see that it is Sabrina's phone that is vibrating and I am tempted to answer it but it is not my phone. Still I am wondering who could be calling so late? The phone stops ringing and I pick it up to see who is calling but before I can fully look at the name Sabrina lunges for her phone in a fit of rage.

"So you going through my phone now? Is that what we doing now Lenny?!"

"Chill our baby is sleeping. I didn't go through your phone. I was just trying to see who was calling this late."

"Nigga probably just one of my family members. It is the date of my grandmothers death. They probably just can't sleep and checking up on me."

I thought about what she said and it kind of made sense. Her family had dealt with the loss of  her grandmother only a year ago and Sabrina and her siblings took the death pretty hard. I relaxed and then got my son up to go to bed and then led Sabrina in the room so we could sleep. I was almost sleep again when her phone went off again. She got up answered it and went out the room. I did not think much of it because I had already gotten her upset earlier when I tried to see who was calling and I believed her when she said it was one of her family members. I rolled over and dozed off to sleep.

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