And You Become My Dawn

Weeping away her insecurity

Annika is ranting out her tears near the pool. Watching the moonlight shimmers on the pool water, she also watches her own reflection on the water. Wiping out her tear of fear, insecurity.

Sometimes you can't expect your life partner to be sincere in this kind of subject as it's totally into individuality. Somehow, you really have to expect the partner to be as honest as you , but all that Annika fear is might she hallucinate about this feel? Oh god please.

While she starts to blurt out the words, shivaay is standing quietly near the window.

Annika pov
Don't let shivaay betray me with this kind of incidents. I know one can't be stopped from having s*xual desire but being his wife, I am very honest with this relationship, I respect this relationship and bond, but if it happens for real? That too if I witness that? I really can't take that! I can't face another dejected feel that I had when seeing Daksh was having make out with his girl friend . I can't see shivaay like that. I want shivaay to be my pure soul mate. God, I never requested much things from you, but please understand from my state of view. I know it's normal in this generation to practice such things, but it isn't normal for me and my kind of believe. The way I was brought up is different. I can't express this feel directly to shivaay like when I said indirectly, he thought I was imposing a doubt and cheap accusation on him! He angrily said that I have no rights in his profession. When he said like that, it will never take a second for him to say I have rights to control him as well! What if he says such? What's wrong to expect a honest husband ? Dadi has said not all the guys can be Raman when Daksh broke up with me. But I am praying and requesting that at least please make shivaay as Raman when I am honest and sincere. Please. It's been five days since we talk with each other. The word still rings in my ears. That I have no rights! I have no rights he na shivaay? U don't know how deep it pierced into my heart and it pricked me.

She continues rant out.

Shivaay pov
Oh seems like she is worrying on me. That I can't be honest with her, pacing up sincerity in this relationship. Seems like she scares I would betray her just like Daksh did. But how could she think that I will betray her? That too with my sister like Tanya? Annika.... you are just mad! Clogging up dirty imaginations on your own! Just like Bhavya said, the girls are incredible. They cook up such scenes by their own without even considering that its logic or not. But, she is having strong insecurities. I have to make sure she can get rid of that. Today, no matter what happens, I will get it rid ! I am for you Annika. You are the reason of My breathing . I have promised you he na?

Annika feels A hard press on her shoulder. When she turns to see, it's shivaay 's hand. She then lifts her head up to see him, he looks so calm, composed and steady. She jerks away his hand, but his hand presses even harder makes her ouch feel.

Annika: shivaay, please leave me alone.

Shivaay doesn't utter anything as if he says anything she will be more upset and will never get composed. But, all that he does, he nibbles his plan on her shoulder, makes her finally surrender to him. While sitting, she side hugs him tightly like making him claiming for her. She wants to signal him that she wants him completely. She tightens her hug more closely. He can understand her urge of feeling.

While stroking her hair, he pats on her shoulder. He trances his palm on her back.

Shivaay: what happen Annika? Why? Why are you like this?

Annika: I don't know shivaay. I don't know how to express my feel to you. I don't know how to make you understand about me shivaay.

Shivaay: Annika, I know everything. I know that you are not having a normal day since then. To be precise, since the day I heard Tanya is doing practical under me. Annika, how could u think me like that? I even know what was your dream Annika.