Junior Year - Twists and Turns

Chapter 2: A True Friend

I wanted to sit there and cry but instead I hit up Lola, the only girl who was able to get me to smile when I was down. I screwed her over so bad in the 8th grade that we stopped talking. That was a true friendship I wish I had never fucked up.

Me: Hey :) I'm having a rough night with judgy people and remembered how you could make me laugh no matter what.

Lola: Why hello there. You just came out the cut. Everythinng okay ??

Me: Lol I know but I mean I just broke up with Oscar and needed a real friend to talk to

Lola: Oh snap. For real ? Why ? What happened ?.. If I can know ..

Me: This guy is what happened *sent image*

Lola: Umm I won't make any comments .. so who is he? Gimme the whole immigration background check .. No but like fr fr, who is he and what did he do?

Me: He's this guy from school and lol I hung out with him today and he kissed me.. well more than a kiss

Lola: He look old af thoughhhh !! Lol soooo you cheated on Oscar with him. And told oscar about it ..?

Me: He's 17 and well no me and Oscar have been on a break but it feels the same as cheating.

Lola: Aahhhh. Okay. I get it. Soooo you broke up with Oscar legit today ? Or what

Me: Yeah and he wants to kill that guy

Lola: Oh. Well he's not gonna so ...

Me: I guess I'm just surprised at how it went

Lola: How did it go ?

Me: And now I want to cry *sent image of ask.fm questions*

Lola: Nah dude. For what? Like brush it off your shoulders.

Me: And these are my supposed friends

Lola: Oh. I know. Trust me.

Me: You know I'm still sorry about what happened to us in the 8th grade

Lola: Hey, what's done is done. And I'm more than over it.

Me: It still bugs me tho cause i did you wrong

Lola: Well if you want one thing off your conscience, I'm fine. And it doesn't bother me anymore. Like ... I don't hate you. Any of you guys.

Me: I hate the people that sucked me into it

Me: *sent another ask.fm image*

Lola: Hey, dude, you make your decision. Now... you can either keep living with it, ignoring it or accept it and move on.

Lola: Duuuuuuude delete your fm. You really don't need all that negativity. Cause all people wanna do is break you down cause they know now to build you up then crush you all the way down with a simple sentence.

Me: Thanks <3 you always know what to say <3

Lola: Welcome. Like I said, you guys stopped being my friends. But I never stopped being you guys' friends.

Me: I drifted a lot not intending to and I hope that can change for us

Lola: Hey, I welcome anyone with open arms. Ex friends or new friends. Hey imma go to bed. But you text me whenever you need a smile or a small Laugh in a bad, or good, moment. Kay? Night. Take care <3

Me: Good Night and again thank you I don't know where I'd be without you.

Lola: No Problem

After talking to Lola I wanted to cry because I knew that she was right, I dropped her.. she didn't drop me. I had a friend, a real one, to go and cry to but I never even bothered to consider it. I stayed up the entire night talking to Chiko, he was basically there for me as someone I needed.

I thought I had friends, but in the end they all started to show their true colors. The people that I needed by my side at this toughest moment didn't even bother to say a single thing. I decided I was going to let people walk out, I was done crying over people and their lies, I was done caring about what they thought about me... I was simply done with everything.