My Unexpected Love

Chapter 27

Nicoles POV

I know you guys are all pretty confused right now, you probably all think i'm dead... Well i'm not, I faked my death and ran away. I know i could of just ran away, but they would look for me, i don't want that. I took nothing with me other than the clothes on my back and the last of my money, and with that i got on a plane flew to California and changed everything that people would recognise me by, my long caramel colored hair is now black and it falls right below my shoulders. And for my piercing purple eyes i got colored contacts, so now i have blue eyes. And lastly i changed my name, i would no longer go by Nicole Weber, I am now Hope Brooks.

So i guess i will need to reintroduce myself, here is my new story if anyone asks, I am Hope Brooks, a 24 old girl that has lived in LA for my whole life, i am currently studying at UCLA to become a photographer. I am staying with one of my old friends Lucy, that i met at a camp along time ago. And basically that is what i will tell people...

I have been living in LA for less than a week now and everyday i look in the mirror i look more and more different... I know longer put on that fake smile, I don't even try to hide the pain anymore. I rarely eat anymore, i don't even take my medication for depression anymore, mainly because i don't have it, but Lucy is forcing me to go into the doctors soon.

It is hard to just pretend like my old life never happened, epically because it is hard to go more than one day without someone talking about One Direction. I haven't bothered to call any of the girls... I really want to but i know that they will just come and try to find me.

Life has been really hard on me lately but i know somehow i will make it through it, I always do, and i always will.

Louis POV

After I got the call from Luke about Nicole I cried for a few days and i have yet to leave my room, well except for one time.

I finally broke up with Maddie. I couldn't even look at her, she looked to much like Nicole, and I realized if i couldn't have Nicole I really didn't want anyone.

I wasn't planning on leaving my room anytime soon, but in about a week we were off to America. I guess it will be good to get out... We would be touring with Kati and her band, plus Adina is going to go with us, and i think Courtney is going to come along for awhile to, so it will be like a big reunion. But i guess it really won't be, we have a piece missing from our group...

Katis POV

Everything lately in my life has crazy lately, but six days ago it feels like my life stopped. One of my best friends ever did suicide. If it wasn't for her me and Zayn would of never met. My life would be so different if i never met her, but now she's gone and there's nothing I can do... I still feel like it is my fault... After we found out she had depression me and Adina started to drift away from her and i feel like if we were there she might still be here today...

Zayn has really helped me get through this though, he has stayed home with me everyday and has been trying to cheer me up. We are going to be having a funeral for her tomorrow and then three days after we will all leave to go on tour. I guess i am just going to have to put a fake smile on my face while on tour...

When her parents found out they were devastated, they flew down here to get all of her stuff and then for the funeral, we don't know where her body is so it will just be a tombstone, there will be one here in London, and one back in Florida for her parents.

We haven't told Courtney yet, but Adina said she would do that today, and then she bought her a plane ticket if she wanted to fly here.

*the next day at the funeral*

Louis POV

A lot more people than I was expecting showed up, I guess she knew a lot more people then we were aware about, some people had teary eyes. I was trying to hold it in but it was hard, just to think the one person I truly love is now gone, and it is my fault. I wish i could just take back the things i said, but I can't anymore. I messed it up, I messed everything up.

I was supposed to be going up and giving a speech, but i never prepared one so i guess I will be doing it on the spot... I tried to write one, but i just broke down in tears thinking about it. But i guess i would have to do it now...

"um.. Hi, well for anyone that doesn't know me i am Louis Tomlinson, and i am here to talk about Nicole. She was unlike anyone I have ever met, the first day i saw her we were on a plane, and I was to scared to talk to her, but i guess faith had something else in mind. Later that day i bumped into her again. So i got to meet her and she was so outgoing, very free spirited, and could make anyone laugh. And when you would look into her eyes, they were different then anything i have ever seen before, just like her...

She was so young and it hurts me to just know that everyday that the girl that i love will not be with me, but i know that she is looking down on us now, and i know her spirit will always be here with us."

By now tears were streaming down my face as i finished my speech. I wish i could of said more but i couldn't even get anymore words out. People were clapping as i walked back to the boys, and i sat down and just listened to the rest of the speeches.

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sorry that was a crappy chapter!! and it was really short to!!! but i finally finished my homework! and i only have two days left of summer!! I don't want to go to high school!! i will have to cut down on my fangirling time! it sucks!! I guess somehow I will make it work!! Lets just hope i get good teachers! I mean i already know that my English teacher is crazy! oh well!! thanks everyone for reading!! i will try to update once more before school starts! love you all!!

~Hayley xxx