I closed my locker and held my books tightly against my body. Is this how Kurt felt before he met me? Sad, cold, broken and alone? I had to get used to this feeling thought until I can graduate and go to New York too be with him. I won't lie I have thought about dropping out of school just so I could be with Kurt but I decided that it was probably a bad idea.
Suddenly I felt myself being shoved and I landed on the hard floor. I looked up and saw that it was Rick 'The Stick' Nelson that shoved me down.
"Nice neck bow faggy. Your boyfriend get it for you?" I looked down confused about what he was referring to.
"You mean my bowtie?" I asked
"Don't get smart with me!" Rick shouted back. At this point I was off the floor but Rick still towered over me and there was a huge circle of people surrounding us just itching for a good fight.
"I wasn't trying to be smart." I was getting angrier by the second.
"Sure you weren't girly." He smiled and lightly smaking me in the face. He dissapeared into the hoard of people. It felt like a match lit inside me and I charged after him. As soon as I was in a position to tackle him he turned around and shoved me against a locker. He probaby wasn't that much stronger then me but he had size as an advantage.
"Listen homo I have been going to this scool much longer than you so I have seniority over you and I don't want you gaying up the place. Got it? So just tone down the fairy. Okay?" He gave me one final shove and walked away letting me be.
"Hey Rick!" I called him from down the hall. He came back up to me and I said what I had to say and hoped to avoide being punched.
"I was here last year and I'm just the same as I was. Why don't you understand that I'm never changing who I am. When Kurt was here this place never looked so lonely to me but now that he's gone I have nothing left. Cut me some slack will you? And stop trying to burn me because I will be reborn from the askes just like a Phionex. Do you understand now?" I didn't wait for him to say anything I just walked down the hallway and for some reason it wasn't so lonely anymore.
