I've been holding my breath,
Re-reading those words I said,
I said things I wish I could take back,
But know I can't,
I'm sitting here,
Shaking,
I don't know what to do,
I thought it would be easier to push you all away,
But now all I want is to have you guys back,
I can't take it,
You were already gone,
And I was clueless,
I tried to show you,
And all I did was,
Slip and fall,
Scraped my knees,
And layed there,
Waited for you to come and help be back up,
You just looked and kept walking,
I picked myself up,
All we do anymore is jump then fall,
I fell again, and again,
Soon enough, the blood drained,
And I shook, and cried,
But now I know,
The only reason you left,
was because I hurt you,
And now you are showing me,
All the pain you felt.
