Right now,
At this very moment,
I would be overdosing on sleep medication,
Hoping to sleep away the pain,
Hearing the alarm,
But waiting 5 more minutes,
Praying for it to all go away,
But tonight,
I lay,
Staring at the blank ceiling,
Realizing that pain,
It doesn't end,
Just eases,
And so here I am,
Completely still,
And I give myself up,
Easing the pain away,
And going numb.
