And even now,
Knowing the truth about you,
I see you,
And my heart still skips a beat,
My stomach still flutters,
Only for a slick moment,
Then I slip,
And it all comes rushing,
My heart sinks,
My eyes sting,
Tears itching to run down my cheeks,
But I'm strong now,
Used to it,
Maybe that's what it is,
I push the feelings down my throat,
I stand tall,
Head held high,
Nose in the air,
I'm done with you controlling me now,
I have recovered,
And you are nothing but another player in the game we share,
So spare your breath,
And never speak to me again.
