Sometimes
I wanna hate him
I really do
But everytime
I see him
My soul
Unconsciously
fills up with joy
My day
no matter
how dark it was
Brightens up
When he
opens up his mouth
to tell me
that he missed me
my heart starts dancing
like a 4 year old
who just got a new toy
I feel like
the happiest person alive
and I cant help
but fall into his arms
and tell him
how much I missed him too
Because as much as
I wanna hate him
I hate how
I don't hate him at all
-I hate how much I love you