Jihoon sat in front of the Christmas Tree in the Dorm room. Alone, and quiet.
Jihoon had spent all Christmas Eve, unhappy.
The boy couldn't think, he couldn't tell himself to eat, or move. He just sat, in front of the Tree. Starring at its lights.
Small teardrop leaked from his eyes, though his facial expression didn't change.
The smaller felt guilt wash over him. His own ignorance and his stupidity led to is own emotional torture. And he hated it.
He should have listened to Soonyoung, he thought this relationship was going to be different from his previous ones. Guess not
He immediately remembered all the horrible things he said to Soonyoung. Making him cry a bit more. He wanted to apologize, but he couldn't get Soonyoung to even look him in the eyes.
He just wanted to leave, or..............die........
He couldn't take all the pressure that was on his shoulders already, yet he just had to give himself more to worry about.
He was done with it all.
He waited for Soonyoung, he said he was going to be back by night. And it was eleven thirty an night.
Guilt and regret took over Jihoon, he cried small tears as he walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife.
He walked to the bathroom, knife in his had and looked into the mirror while he raised his wrist up.
" This is what I get, I'm sorry Soonyoung "
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Soonyoung go into his car, he had just left his parents house after spending Christmas. He got into his car, and drove back to the school campus.
Soonyoung was exhausted after all the games and food he ate. All he wanted to do was sleep.
The dancer opened the door to his dorm and looked in the living room. Jihoon wasn't there.
He looked in the kitchen. Jihoon wasn't there.
He looked in his room, the smaller was nowhere to be seen.
Soonyoung became worried and started to panic.
The dancer stopped walking as he began to hear small sobs come from the bathroom
" Jihoon? Jihoon where are you? It's me Soonyoung "
The sobs went quiet after the dancer talked.
Soonyoung turned the knob of the door and opened it. " Jihoon? Is everything all right— JIHOON! "
The older screamed as the sight he saw almost made him lose it.
Jihoon was on the floor of the bathroom, crying,
a knife in his hand as blood slowly dropped from the four and a half inch cut going up his forearm.
Soonyoung quickly grabbed the towel on the counter and grabbed the knife out of Jihoon's bloody shaking hand. He threw the knife to the side and covered the boys cut with the towel.
Soonyoung grabbed his phone and called 911.
Soonyoung cradled the smaller, trying to cover as much blood as he could.
" WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU DOING! " Soonyoung said while tears started to run down his face.
Jihoon weakly looked up at Soonyoung, who was a crying mess. Tears dropping in the younger
" The only thing I can do.... " the smaller whispered.
Soonyoung couldn't control his tears.
" DONT C-CUT YOURSELF D-DUMMY! "
Jihoon grabbed his shirt and pulled it up.
" too late... "
He pulled his shirt up to reveal more cuts and bruises on the smallers skin.
" JIHOON! " Soonyoung screamed as he cried in the crook of the boys neck.
The ambulance had arrived. Taking Jihoon and rushing him to the Emergency Room.
Soonyoung got into his car and followed the ambulance to the hospital. Crying as he thought about what Jihoon had done to himself.
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I. Am. A. Cruel. Person.
This was a hard chapter to write.
And like I said in my last chapter, I'm sorry to anyone who I made cry...
But yeah....my most sincere apologies.
BUT I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS
OKAIE I LOVE YOU GUYS BYEEEEEEEEE
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