Can you keep a secret? ( SVT SoonHoon Fanfic ) **ending is Oneshots**

**The Growth of Past Feelings**

Soonyoung was sitting in the waiting room in the hospital.

Jihoon had just gotten in and Soonyoung was worried sick. He had witnessed Jihoon in such a suffering and helpless stage. It made him cry. Even broke his heart.

It broke his to see and remember what Jihoon did to himself. Yet Soonyoung couldn't help but put all of the fault on himself for the cause of Jihoon's decision.

After all, he did leave Jihoon alone in the dorm all Christmas Eve Morning and afternoon after he got dumped by Seungcheol. That asshole.

Soonyoung swore that if Seungcheol ever showed his face near Soonyoung, the dancer would give him one hell of a beating.

" Mr. Kwon, you can come and see your friend now "

Soonyoung looked up at the nurse and doctor standing in front of him.

The doctor lead Soonyoung to Jihoon's room.

The doctor took out his clipboard and looked at Soonyoung.
" We would just like to inform you that your friend I'll be alright. He cut himself pretty bad, but the cuts weren't too deep, so there was no need for stitches. We did have to heavily bandage the wounds and be very careful, the boys body was and still is quite fragile at the moment. "

Soonyoung crosses his arms as he felt tears pool up at the brim of his eyes.

" On the brighter side, Jihoon will be able to move and go back to the University within four to six days. Any of you would like, we could let you stay overnight to stay with Jihoon "

Soonyoung smiles at the doctor. " Thank you "

The doctor smiled back, grabbed some things and left.

Soonyoung took a seat in the chair next to Jihoon's bed. The boy was sleeping. Resting. Peacefully.

Soonyoung eyes Jihoon up and down, looking at all the bandages on the smaller. He started to silently cry. Teardrops falling on the back of Jihoon's hand.

The older held Jihoon's hand as his head rested on the bed next to the boys small body.

Soonyoung felt horrible. He knew Jihoon was upset and unstable, he learned that when they first met. But out of anger and the urge for revenge, he didn't help Jihoon dying his greatest time of need.

Soonyoung looked away from Jihoon as his tears became more and more visible.

" hey Jihoon, it's Soonyoung. " the older said.

" r-remember when we first met, w-when I h-held you after-r you cut y-yourself by accident w-with that broken f-frame...... " Soonyoung chokes on his words as he began to studded.

" remember w-when I c-cuddled with y-you on the c-couch in the r-Recording room..... "

Soonyoung's grip on the smallers hand got tighter as he kept speaking.

" This was my fault.....I knew that he broke you. And I knew that you were in a stage of depression. Yet I was stupid enough to leave you alone, making matters even worse. I should have stayed. I should have comforted you. I should have done so much more and I'm sorry.... I'm sorry for not being there. It's all my fault that you are in this bed with cuts on yourself. I should be the one to be punished. I know you're probably sleeping, and you probably think I'm a complete asshole for leaving you, but that okay. Because I deserve it. And if it makes you feel any better, I will leave you alone and won't bother or argue with you ever again "

Soonyoung let more tears fall from his eyes, soaking the bed sheets in tears.

Soonyoung felt a hand stroke his hair softly as he cried. He looked up to see Jihoon. Jihoon's eyes had dry tears trailing down his face. He must have heard Soonyoung.

Jihoon looked at Soonyoung with a soft gaze.
"You're  not an asshole Soonyoungie..... You're a kind and aware person. You knew what was going to happen to me before it even happened. I should have listened to you when you told me about Seungcheol. But don't put the fault on yourself. I forgive you. Besides, I heard that he got in big trouble with Jeonghan Hyung. "

Soonyoung looked up at Jihoon and chuckle, wiping tears out of his eyes.
"  I misses you so much. I missed your laugh.....I missed your smile, your voice, your stubbornness. I missed you so much.
I missed the way you blushed. I missed your dorky baby laugh, your warm aura. I missed it all "

Jihoon sat up carefully and blushed at Soonyoung's response.

Soonyoung looked at Jihoon
" Jihoon... "

" yes Soonyoung. "

" Can you keep a secret? "

Jihoon paused, thinking.

" for you, always "

Soonyoung looked at Jihoon and leaned into his face, giving Jihoon a warm and loving kiss.
" I love you " Soonyoung said.

Soonyoung looked at Jihoon's eyes.
" I-I'm sorry, you don't have to say it back— "

" Soonie... " the smaller said, cutting off the olders sentence.

" y-yes? "

Jihoon started at Soonyoung with big and beautiful doe eyes. " Can you keep a secret Soonyoung? "

" of course I can. What is it? "

The smaller looked at Soonyoung, holding his hand while the older blushed.

" You're an idiot "

Soonyoung's face dropped a bit at the smallers response.

Jihoon giggled. " Soonie, can you keep an even bigger secret? "

Soonyoung looked at Jihoon, " Sure I guess... "

Jihoon quickly grabbed Soonyoung's shirt and pulled Soonyoung back into another warm and loving kiss. The smaller slightly winced, small beads of tears forming at the corner of his eyes as he ignored the pain of moving his injured arm.

Soonyoung smiled into the kiss as he melted into Jihoon's touch.

He pulled away from the kiss as Soonyoung rested his head on Jihoon's forehead.

" I love you more, Kwon Soonyoung. "

" I love you most, Lee Jihoon. "

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Ah, there it is. Pure gold hearted love.
I loved writing this chapter the most. It made me cry a bit, but I think this was my favorite chapter I wrote.

I really hoped you guys liked this chapter :)

But yeah, I love you guys so much and I love your support.

Heads up, there are only 2 MORE CHAPTERS LEFT!!!!!!! OMG THE END IS ALMOST NEARRRREREE!

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