I am painfully aware that I am sober
The nicotine has left me, not as easily as you though
My head isn't foggy enough to forget about you, you told me not to drink so I don't
I don't have enough money to fuel my drug habits, but have enough money to buy a book to get lost in, if I had the energy to open it
And I haven't touched a blade in long enough my cuts are scarred.
All my cuts are scarred and I'm scared I want to make more