I'm sitting here terrified
Petrified
I haven't moved in who knows how long, time isn't moving either
My heart is racing and my muscles are tight
I'm so dizzy and I can't hear anything
I want to kill myself
Overwhelmingly
I don't know what's stopping me
There's a chance this piece will never be published
Jesus the severity of this situation is so underrated, just another teenage girl wanting what she wants
I want to
But if I try this time
That's it
There's no more attempting suicide, I'm going to succeed. If I don't physically, the inside of me will be dead and I won't stop trying to die, I will stop trying to get better
So this is it I guess
Or maybe it's not
Depends on if you're reading this
I just hope I'm not frozen here forever
