Thoughts Between

Before Her

If only I could turn back the time
I would not speak whatever's on my mind
I would not make it rush for us
As if it was our last dance

If only I could endure patiently
I would wait until you are satisfied
I would love all of your wicked actions
But,  a scar will always leave its mark

If only you could accept all of me
I wonder if we could even part
I wonder why you're still the one
Yet, whose face appears in your heart right now?

If only we could disobey our hearts
If only we could forget each other
If only I could control my sentiments, yet
I'm not someone who'll love anyone I see