Thoughts Between

Nothing

I wished I knew you before he—
Dusks inside your head would flee,
Violets that were hiding in your heart would bloom

I doubt you'd love him after I—
For I fought the battlefield of misdoers,
And drank the blood of forgiveness

I thought you'd choose me over he—
After I finished the war between lovers,
And carried the flag covered with regrets

I hoped that we might end the way I wanted—
'Till I destroyed myself after sacrificing,
And gained nothing