I went into my wardrobe feeling energized like a bunny. I didn't know if it was me hopping around stage or this dope ass after party I had to get ready for.
I looked down seeing Olivia had my Oreos and milk sat out making me smile. Sometimes it felt like I didn't give her enough credit and the times I try to she rejects every gift or dinner date. At first I didn't understand but now I did, she didn't want to complicate shit for herself and I had to respect that. Liv was beyond the perfect woman, I just knew I couldn't give her what she wanted. Every small gesture she does for me makes me love her even more and that scares me. I didnt know if it's partner love or friendship love but it always happened.
In her eyes I use women for sex, make myself available, and I don't know how to stay in a relationship. A lot of people view me that way but I didn't give a fuck because it was coming from them but from her it did hit a spot.
"Why you not getting ready for your party?" I rotated my chair around seeing it was Liv. I looked her up down remembering that I didn't even acknowledge how sexy she looked today. "I was too busy eating so it's your fault again." She smiled laughing before closing the door. "Everything is not on me, now put the cup down and get dressed." I sat my cup on the table standing up and taking my shirt off.
"You coming huh?" She laughed letting me know she wasn't planning on it. "You know I don't fuck with none of your wild ass parties." She folded her arms leaning against the wall. "They don't be that wild. A few naked women here, and taking a few shots there." I shrugged. It really wasn't a big deal, I've seen hundreds of naked bodies and I don't remember names.
"Well I won't be attending." She smiled leaving out the door before I could think of something to say to convince her to come.
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I pulled up to the house seeing cars parked in the grass and way down the street. I smiled up at the house knowing I was about to get drunk off my ass.
"Damn bro, this bitch packed." My homebody and security guard; Nick was here with me. "Hell yeah, I know they got some shit in here started. You called Eli huh? He wouldn't want to miss this shit." I got out the car fixing my shirt making sure I was good. Liv always picked out the dope outfits for me. "Yeah he in there already with Emmett, the people just waiting on you man."
I walked in the house seeing everybody dancing and having fun to my music.
"Trey in the fucking house!" I looked up seeing Nick making everybody divert their eyes to me before cheering making me laugh. I walked up the stairs pushing through the crowd hugging necks and dapping niggas up.
"Aye, I wanna thank all y'all for coming out here and celebrating with me. I had to show my face in Memphis before I went to Miami. So turn up and get fucking drunk!"
Everybody clapped and the Dj turned the music back on getting everybody back to dancing.
"Wassup man." I dapped up Emmett. "Shit. Tryna get fucked up tonight that's all." I laughed agreeing to that. I looked down seeing some ladies walk up the stairs with Eli and I already knew what time it was. "Trey I wanna introduce you to Memphis finest, the Jackson twins." The girls laughed making me do the same. They were fine and a little thick and tonight was about fun anyway.
"Take some shots nigga! Loosen up man!" Nick massaged my shoulders making me laugh. I picked up the shot glass knocking it back as they clapped. "Pour me up a few of those, I gots to turn up turn up tonight." Each twin poured me two shots each. "Oh yeah, they want that dick, dick bro!" Eli said making me laugh and dap him up. "You should take this shot from right here." She stuffed the shot glass between her yellow breast smiling.
