Her Beef

Chapter 8: Confrontation

I can't believe this mutha fucka just fucked me in the bathroom knowing he had this bitch here with him. Before I could grab her Drake was between us. " Let me explain." He said. I just slapped the shit out of him. " Explain what that you just ate my pussy and fucked me in the bathroom while your bitch was out here waiting on you. Explain that you just said you miss me and want me to come home but yet your here with the bitch that is  the reason our daughter is dead. What is left to explain Drake! " I said pushing pass him and Dawn. I needed to get away from them. I didn't know that Dawn was following me until she grabbed my arm. I spun around with the look of murder in my eyes. " You fucked him in the bathroom?" She asked looking so hurt. I just punched the bitch in the nose causing her nose to break instantly. I was so sick of this bitch she is the reason my daughter isn't here. She is the reason I don't want to be with the man that I love. It was time for me to give her what the fuck she deserved. I got on top of her and started pounding her face in. I let all the hate and anger that I had bottled up all these months unleash on her. I was slamming her head on the floor causing blood to leak from the back of her head. She pushed me off of her. I jumped back to my feet and before she could get up I kneed her in the face. I started dragging her by her hair towards the exit. I wanted to take this to the street.

  I was so mad all I saw was blood. I wanted her to feel the pain she caused me. I dragged her out of the club and now we were on the street. People were watching and filming the fight on their phones. " Get up bitch! Fight me head on! No more sneak attacks you punk ass bitch!" I said kicking her in the stomach. She was rolling around on the ground in pain but not enough pain for me. I kicked her again. " Get up bitch!" I said kicking her once more.

         My brother came outside wit my girls behind him. Shadd grabbed me and was pulling me away from her towards the limo. " Every time I see you bitch I'm gonna beat that ass you piece of shit!" I yelled at her. I snatched away from Shadd getting into the limo.

        The ride home was silent. Nobody said anything or asked any questions. I felt so used and hurt. Why the hell would he do that to me? When the limo pulled up in front of my building I hopped right out of the car and went straight up to my apartment. I unlocked my door and went straight to my room  shutting and locking the door. I cried the same way I cried when I lost my daughter. I heard my brother knocking on the door. " Desire open up. I want to talk to you." He said with so much concern in his voice. He was always my protector even when my heart was broken in high school(read about that in my book The Diamond Life: Hip Hop Vixen).

  " Shadd go away I don't want to talk to you right now." I said still in tears. " Just let her be for awhile. She will talk when she is ready." I heard Desaundra saying to my brother. I knew he wasn't going to leave so I know when the morning comes he will be here.

    I heard my phone buzzing so I picked it up to see who was calling and it was Aubrey:
Conversation:
Me: "What the hell do you want?"
Aubrey: "I'm sorry please let me explain. It's not what you think. I didn't come to the club with her.
Me: "Fuck you Aubrey! You ain't shit and stay the fuck away from me!"

   I hung up before he could say anything else to me. He was lying he did come with her I know he did. I gave that man all of me and this is the thanks I get. I'm done with rappers for good. I'm so done with love. I will never let Aubrey catch me with my guard down again. My heart is closed.

Two Weeks Later

  I was chilling in the living room when my brother walked in. We still haven't talked about that night at the club but I knew we would have to eventually.

   "So you wanna talk about it now?" My brother asked me turning the TV off. I didn't want to, but he needed to know the whole story. " Dawn was with Aubrey before me. She was his girl for awhile but it didn't work out. He was trying to get with me for the longest time after him and Dawn broke up, but I wouldn't give him the time of day. Eventually he wore me down and we started dating. At first I was with him because it brought me more publicity, but I ended up letting my guard down and fell in love with him. When we would get into little disputes he would run to Dawn and fuck her. When I got pregnant that's when things got crazier. Shadd I didn't even want to keep the baby at first but then I fell in love when I found out it was a girl. When I was 3months Drake asked me to marry him and I said yes. I was finally going to have that family that we didn't have growing up. It seemed like as soon as it got out in the media that we were engaged and having a baby that's when Dawn started sneak attacking me. That last attack at Aubrey show was it all that stress made me lose my baby. I hated him and I wanted revenge against her. So that night at the club was just me letting go of everything I been holding inside." I told my brother wiping away a single tear that tried to fall.

         " Damn Des I didn't know all of that. Why didn't you just come to me as your brother I would have been here for you. Your my sister and the only thing I got left besides my son. You know I would do anything for you and him." He said hugging me. No matter what happens my brother is always here for me and love him for that.

         " How are things going with Desaundra?" I asked him laying my head on his shoulder. "She cool Des. I love her and I could see her being my wife one day but right now I think it's best if we be Co parents. I travel to much and you know my weakness is thick bitches wit pretty faces." He said with a small chuckle. "Ya'll will figure it out. " I said kissing him on the cheek. "So will you baby girl." He said to me.

      After talking my brother I knew everything would be Ok. As far as Dawn goes this was far from over. She hasn't felt the last of my wrath.