Beauty Behind My Madness

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Broken hearts

Meaningless words

Fake laughs

Lonely smiles

Torn letters

Little lies

Strong desire

Small cries

Some admirers

Made mistakes

Made corrections.

A cunning fox isn't one bounded by corrections but one made by rejection.

Like I'm some big letdown
I tried to be perfect.
Wasn't I good enough.
Yeah I'm restless.
I'm trying to be though
I'll do it for you.....
But I'm scared to loose
I'm not going to let you fall
I hope I won't loose it all
I'll try my best to stand tall
Don't leave me here.

I really need all these things but then just you

I swear all I've said so far is the truth

If you were a tree, please let me be your root

I don't know if you'd be there for me

But I'll be with you. If I have a reason to leave

I'll come back each time so we could see

I really need a lot more than  fake smiles

I know that between us there could be miles

But not yet. I wont break. Not yet.

I wont shake. Not yet.

I wont leave. I'll stay.

Just don't go away.

Don't leave me to do it alone

Please...

I need someone.....

Anyone.....

Is it you?

Would you be my muse?

I'll be what you want me to

Don't just leave so soon........

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I don't know what's going on in my head right now and I don't know why.....