When all the time you smile
Suppress all your emotions
Just to pass time
No it's more than that
You slowly forget how other emotions feel
Smiling when sad
Crying when angry
Laughing when down.
Sobbing when mad
I guess in the end, you smile and it tears you apart and you cant do anything cause you are stuck with strange feelings you were once familiar with
It's not something you can explain. It feeds off your original emotions, making it look like you are OK
It makes you act strange, it practically makes you forget how to be human while trying to be happy.
I smiled too much and forgot some expression, some emotions, I forgot what it felt like to actually feel human.... 🙂🙂🙂🙂
YOU ARE READING
Beauty Behind My Madness
PoetryAnd a little taste of mind games.... 'Oh what a manipulator' I'd congratulate.... "Cause no one can do it like me" I'd say. ❄❄❄❄❄❄❄❄ Well..... My poetry book..... If you dare please go ahead.... Oh but please watch your head.... 🌹